CRYSTAL J8

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! exams are ALL OVER!!!!! shoo shooo!!!! wun get to return to the dusty readin room until 6 months later..hahahah...hey BOBBY, i pullled thru!!!!!!! anyway, dunnoe where that yan yan is...supp to gimme her blog add and she must hv clear 4got all abt it!!!!! @#$% yan yan has the name of some nice cookies...u know those kind of long sticks of biscuits and u can stick them into the choc that comes with it??!! thats the name of my frend!!!!!!!!! ahahahhaah...

poor rambutan has exams still and pingping too....btw ah...YIPING!!!!!!!!!! let me correct u, its not "leng rong" its "LIAN RONG BAO" i dunnoe hw the hell got this LENG RONG BAO out...ahahha...lousy ah u!!!!!!! well, nvm, ur teacher neighbour, me, will guide u along...dun embarrass me..hahah..oh i had a GREAT DINNER...of cos two princesses went out to eat...of cos eat good food la..ahahah..finally found sm good food to eat!!! my XIAO LONG BAO AND LA MIAN AND PRAWNS!!!!! which accordin to ping, were too fresh until she cant taste anythg???? wat an irony....i was like " wat the hell is she tokin abt???!!!" aft much debate ( i insisted that they were fresh and i can TASTE them!!!), she told me " oh im having a blocked nose" sigh,.....if this is not bimbotic eunff...i dunnoe wat else is...

have u guys heard abt the DJ HUNT gg on?? the one for perfect ten?? i keep hearin the " u gota have the voice, u gota have the voice, u gotta have the personality, and the passion for music" "i have got 10 on my chest!!! cant u see it???!!!!" "im cute, im perfect and im...." OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! these pple are so YUCKY!!! HOW CAN THEY JUST GO ON PRAISIN THEMSELVES like there aint anyone left in this world??? and there is this ger who went on toking in a uncontrollable irritatin slang..oh gimme a break!!!!!!!! i mean, i dun think being a DJ means slanging away in an alienated slang and bein so full of yrself??

anyway...yah my sister is gg to cm fetch the lil' princess back to the castle tmr...ahahah...im gg to play game!!!!!!! i found this game in my laptop which is rather fun...actually rambutan was the one who found it...

Sunshine ; Friday, April 30, 2004


i will survive!!!!!!!!!

yes yes!!! down with my chinese literature paper and im so tired oredi...honestly the paper wasnt difficult but i cldnt finish it cos i was too engrossed in the first 2 qns...its always like that...last sem, also cldnt finished the lit paper...sigh...i hope i wun fail..i love lit...did english and chinese lit and am still doin it..hahaha..but i hate the exams part...they didnt give me eunff time to express my views...

anyway, killer paper is tmr and im quite scared cos there r so much thgs to remember!!!!!!! its call Modern Chinese Phonology which i think, all my fellow classmates will agree w me that it AINT MODERN at all!! i hv to study the ancient types of dialects and wateva chges..hey..wats dialect gotta to do w me teaching chinese????!! and yah, im undergoin training to becm a CHINESE TEACHER!!! and stop tellin me i dun look like one..or i dun look like a chinese sort of crap..i HAD ENUFF!!! I AM A CHINESE!!! WO SHI HUA REN!!! ahem..

yiping ping said she is comin bk tonite...i hope she is...cos im gettin bored stayin alone here and rambutan is like down down there..so PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG COME BACK!!!

anyone know who gt booted out from AMI last wK?? keep me updated cos i wun get to watch tv...until tmr nite....
Sunshine ; Thursday, April 29, 2004


FuRIoUS FLU

of all days.....................i have to be ill during examination period.............argh...........FLU!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE FLU!!!!!!! i think its the readin room where i have been spending 3/4 of my day for the past 1 week. i was fine for the past few days...tho smtimes i felt rather uncomfortable but today!!!!!!!! on my god!!!! my nose cant stand it anymore. i think those pple, who left their stuff lyin ard, contributed to the pollution. first, they will like leave their jacket or their files, smtimes a water bottle, just to chop seats!!!!! and u know wat, u wun even see their souls. THEY WUN COME BACK!!! they wun collect their piles or notes that they left behind too..rambutan said that, oh its bcos they took the paper oredi so they wun need these notes anymore...i mean...huh!!!! just cos u have done ur part with that 1m high of papers, doesnt mean it has to remain in the readin room...how irritating all these pple can be..i wish that u have to repeat this module so that u will hv to come, crawlin bk to the readin room for the same stack of notes!! haaahah...and u think im a witch, for cursing u ( if u r the one who left the notes ) ...this is wat u get..when u infuriate the royal highness..me..GO.. REPEAT, TA PAO..WATEVA!!!
Sunshine ; Thursday, April 29, 2004


finally...........i managed to complete one subject and im crossing my fingers that i will be able to remember all that educational psychology thg...been spendin most of my time in reading room which doesnt really stink, i thought. prob cos i smell too good...that i cant be bothered with it...

good that u found me here, hongying!! cant wait for ivp trgn to start so that i can exercise..been collecting fats all ard my body and haven train for like 2 months??? on my gawd!!!!

sigh....rec a msg frm my friend who keeps insisting that i hv forgotten abt her and i dun care abt her...but im having exam blues!!! cant u just undertsd??? that i need to mug intensively..i hv been living on my own, on this pulau ntu island and been neglecting the whole world... not just u!!! yawn...
Sunshine ; Sunday, April 25, 2004


it is 3.45 am...graveyard shift for smone who is stl working out there on this cold nite. yes, i feel a gush of coldness in me. there is a cold look in my eyes, i saw zhuohao who was walking back and i was in front of him, he must have felt it in me too, the coldness...cos he didnt tok to me at all. my atitude is cold.

i believed in promises and i didnt..and some time ago, i trusted in promises once again but today, i lose the belief again..i hate trusting pple..each time u believe in someone, be expected to be take the disappointment. i didnt expect it..and i fell..it hurts and im feelin the tears welling up..but i will swallow them..

"dun trust them" these 3 words echo and they are breakin the silence of the nite..its gettin so loud that i could hear the resonance in me. she was rite, she could tk care of me, she tries her best nt to let me down, she knows exactly wat i want. why did i refuse to listen??

is it wrong of me to expect? sometimes i just hope that they will do the things i will do for them, how wrong is it? Do unto others what u want others to do unto you..i did but they gave me disappointments. was it a case of high expectations or i shdnt hv trust them at all??

i feel sad each time im faced with such a situation and i wana scold myself for handling my trust to someone so easily, shd hv just be firm and remain who i was.

i dunnoe wat else to say..thats that. i feel somthg rollin down my cheeks...oh...its a cold tear drop..
Sunshine ; Tuesday, April 20, 2004


woohoo............finally added smthg that i wanted and 3 cheers to john who helped me with it...he is now my www.greatesthelper.com !!!! hahahah...
Sunshine ; Monday, April 19, 2004


should i go soft or hard???

when u haf a heavy bag on ur left, a laptop that weighs a ton on ur rite, and u expected the person next to you to offer u a helpin hand instead of just strolling off with his tray of food, and u stood there, wondering how u wld grow another hand in 10s so that u cld take ur food too...my blood pressure rose..the weather outside was adding fuel to my boiling blood..and no one offered to help u tk ur stuff. shd i burst my blood vessels? well i did..cos i expected him to help me tk my bag or my laptop or my food??? sigh...but then again, shd i be hard? cos hw a feminist like me expect of a guy? *roll my eyes* yes, if u know me, u will understd wat does *rolling my eyes* means..guys...sigh..

shd i push my frend to study? or just be soft and say "its ok..its only one sem u r gg to repeat if u dun mk it this sem? or shd i just shut up and let my frend see light himself? or will he? pls dun corner yrself in darkness anymore..


Sunshine ; Monday, April 19, 2004