ok blogspot's new post entry looks more normal now however the tool bar is still missing.

anyway after watching harry potter and the half blood prince, couldnt help but thank god that our tickets were free and that i had gd company else it will just add on to the woes of the anaemic show. you would think that this instalment is very much related to the "half-blood prince" just as the previous did had much to do with their themes. the disappointment came when professor snape just nonchalantly uttered " i am the half-blood prince"..what!!??? i was more disappointed that there wasnt much "magic" going on in hogwarts than dumbledore's death. i though the way he passed on was quite cool anyway. the whole movie was dark..literally, i tot it was the theatre but the picture itself was shot in a gloomy winter. sad. i still give my vote to LOTR for being the most awesome epic to watch.


went to attend my own church concert "light the way" with ivy and cher, it was an awesome experience! i felt so lifted and it was great to sing to God with all my breath. i lost my voice after the concert ended and even so, it was an amazing evening for me and i feel extremely proud of my church for composing such beautiful songs that encourages every soul. God is so good to us. i cant wait for the editing to be completed, i think i want to use the songs to bless others as well.


i was a little..actually very upset on saturday when 2 unhappy incidents happened just one after another. i prayed for peace and joy a and i must admit it took me a while to calm myself down. the human heart, the srtongest yet also the most fragile of all elements. it is true that only God can teach you how to love, only his love will help you to tide over the troubled times when you dun feel like loving anymore. if god can love someone unworthy like me, i think i should begin to love others more.

didnt achieve the goals i set last week for this week. now im just going to forget abt it and start setting goals for next week.

go cycling with beloved.
eat more nice lotte choco pies.( should be quite easy to accomplish)
go swimming.
praise 5 staff everyday.


i really miss dancing with charisa, jean, cher and joann..its going to be 1 year soon..i need to decide my long term plans. do i want to continue? give me your wisdom oh god.


its another windy day with blue skies outside my balcony..ahhh..god is so good to me. gave me my favourite weather.

hey twinnie, i love you. hope we can meet up soon!
jia you kei, god will open doors for you. love you!
jia you too yoyo, you will see the fruits of your labour soon. love you too!

to me and beloved, let's work hard for us too. love ya :)
Sunshine ; Tuesday, July 28, 2009


i dunno whats wrong with blogspot, or something wrong with my lappie...the window to blog looks weird, i cant even find my icons!! the fonts, the colours, the entire tool bar is gone!

i went to ballet under the stars last saturday, yeshhh..after my absence last year, it felt great to be there,watching ballet with my beloved. we packed lots of snacks, most of it went to my stomach which was prob why i was down with sore throat the next day :( beloved was not used to grabbing a seat publicly, so i let my bitchy side of me led the way. we walked right into the crowd and centre of the fort canning green and loudly claimed a small area "we sit here la!" in actual fact, the space was only worthy of one butt but we managed to squeeze our 2 butts in and unpacked our food. well..we were happy to be there at least we were not blocked! :) we enjoyed the performance a great deal but i was just much disgusted by the reactions of a girl to my right who cldnt help but kept looking in our direction. she laughed when the show was going on which i thought was super rude! she obviously didnt appreciate the time and effort devoted by the dancers and did some silly little gestures only worthy to be seen the zoo. she lied down just next to my bottle and i had the impulse to "accidentally" tipped my 1.25l bottle right on her face. she is just being a lousy audience..

anyway i had a haircut. tryin to get used to it tho.

i think i have been too unhappy..cos im always trying to get pple to be like me, to think like me and to work like me. sometimes, hmm..most of the times, i think its bettter not to be like me. i need to be more flexible. focus on solutions rather than problems.

i wonder if i will stay longer until i see the fruits of my labour or will history repeat itself again? i left before it happened.

sometimes i ask myself, do you really know what you want? how come others are always trying to make you believe that what they are doing for you is really what you want for yourself? do we all know what we really want or we are just trying to mould myself into someone whom our society or our organisation wants?

this is what i want to do next week;

eat healthy.
prepare lunchbox for myself.
meet up with my gfs.
adore my new haircut.
be more thrifty.
dont harp on nitty gritty stuff.
go watch sing-dollar?

ok dun set too many goals else will be too stressed trying to keep up. ok move on..
Sunshine ; Thursday, July 23, 2009


the young ones...

the things we did when we were young..

we carried umbro bags to school.

we bought 3 sweets for 10c.

snacks like "bee-bee", "kaka" and flavoured "sng-baos" (aka ice packs" after school.

a bowl of noodles in the tuckshop costs about 30c.

"maggie" was the only instant noodles brand we knew.

bus fare cost 25c.

you can purchased a movie ticket for $3.50

drinks in the coffeeshop came in glass bottles instead of cans.

we wore bata shoes, layered with "white liquid"

we used white chalk to "colour" our dirty shoes in class.

our boards in classrooms were green and we used chalks.

we played "zero-point", 5 stones, one-leg, catching, hide and seek during recesses.

we rode our bicycles to catch spiders.

we shared silly ghost stories about the top floor toilets in school that were never true.

the bespectacled wore think glasses.

we sat on wooded chairs and used wooded tables which occasionally saw some warsps building some nests inside the nails.

we exchanged "idol-cards" and sold shiny ones as well.

we rushed home to watch cartoons at 6:30pm after school.

our public phones were orange.

the dunkin-donuts at fengshan CC was the "in" place.

"elle" was considered branded.

your dad poured your milo on the porcelain tray for you to drink.

shouts of "ma peew po" were heard in the evening along the corridor. (young lads selling newspaper)


until more memories flood my mind..those were the days...
Sunshine ; Thursday, July 23, 2009