I'm just different.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.
everything is so true........scary!! copied the link from twin's blog..some colourgenic test
Sunshine ; Thursday, March 29, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
so many things have happened recently that have overwhlemed me and im still trying to accept the highs and lows of it...sometimes life is really full of surprises..did i make them happen?since i only have 5 mins to update now..i shall just throw in some random updates.- twin, keikei, caleb.shankar and i went for cycling trip which was memorable for twin cos it has been donkey years since she got on a bike. i guess it was memorable for me too cos i totally enjoyed the breeze and the fun we had. it was just cycling and swinging..we had breakfast, lunch and dinner..haah twin ate 3 meals with me!! yayee!!
- i bought a red dress..hhahah now i have another excuse to shop for another dress for keikei's wedding next year!!
- im sleep deprived.
- for the first time ever, i had to purchase pimple cream.
- still cannot control my mood swings.
- still trying to find a purpose in my life.
- still trying to love...
- still trying to know what else really matters...
- still feel like giving up..
Sunshine ; Monday, March 26, 2007