Monday, February 27, 2006
my body is aching like never before..even walking with my legs far apart doesnt help at all. the dance on sunday was a mess..from morning services all the way to 3pm serivce..i just cant get all the steps right..must be the season of burnt out again.
the badminton session with daniel and grace was great. i underestimated what we could have done..should have booked 2 hours..it was a good workout but my legs are really breaking apart.
poor ming took a few hours to write my "brief introduction", thank you for puttin in so much effort for me!! much more than what i would have put in. well, i didnt do any lesser too...i spent 2 hours just filling up the forms and i handwritten every single word and you can tell from the messy handwriting that i was not very keen to sign up after that.
anyhow, i posted the documents this morning, walking in the scorching heat, and i was so proud of myself..hahah..
is it like 40 degrees today? its amazingly hot!! there goes my whitening plans..sad
so now the question is, should i go for it? english or chinese? stay or go?
Sunshine ; Monday, February 27, 2006
Thursday, February 23, 2006
this is my fourth day without a maid and my back is aching..every night at 11pm, i will squat in the toilet and hand wash all my clothes and then proceed to iron a few pieces of clothes. the stupid steam iron cant seem to work up to my expectations, there are permanent creases each time i press it down and instead of getting it straighter, its worse!! arghh..just as i was thinking who would ask me out for dinner, yew ling came over to my desk and we had the most interesting conversation ever...ling: "are you game enough?"me: "for?"ling: "for something adventurous?"me: "like?"ling: "you would prob be like the majority, not willing to participate?"
me thinking "what does this yew ling want from me? sky diving??"me: "what is it?"ling: "go little india for dinner!"me thinking " CHEY!!!"me: "ok loh!!" and so with most interesting pick up line someone has ever used on me, yen ping, yew ling and me ventured to little india. we all had our eyebrows threaded at Rupinis which provides all sorts of grooming services and then went to try north indian kerala cuisine. and my ratings for the night's events are as follows.pick up line by ling: 5/5
eyebrow threading: 5/5
food served: 3/5
ambience: 3/5
i still look forward to another trip to little india.
thanks yew ling for asking me out.
thanks ming, for taking the extra effort to come down, despite losing your way, and sending all of us home.
Sunshine ; Thursday, February 23, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
it has been two unhappy days or two devastated days..but i think no one has noticed..prob my very supportive peer support leader. it seems like these are the two worst days of 2006. how long is it going to last?
Sunshine ; Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
as im trying to embark on a new journey, i really pray that everything will be successful, even the application. hopefully they wont turn me away.please help me pray that everything will be successful..time can really wash out memories.
Sunshine ; Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Thursday, February 09, 2006
i attended a course that was way way below my expectations yesterday. i was expectin to learn how to create flash on my own but didnt expect the course was just similar to litespeed. i was looking forward to learning some java script. anyway it was certain that the trainer's expectations of us was just as low. she act passed tactless comments like how surprised she was to know that we all could type!!?? what nonsense is that? "we are bloggers ok!" i told huihui. anyway it was just another course to fill the hours.i woke up today with a thought in my mind, not having something doesnt make me less beautiful. in the beginning of time, God has already made me beautiful in His sight. praise God!the first time i stepped out of school at ten plus at night. it was an experience really. there are a few things in my wish list now..- the posters will be done successfully.
- the deco will be successfully done up and accepted as well.
- celeste will get better.
- i will be fairer.
- i will have the tenacity to live through everyday with love for everyone around me.
- i will be happy again..
- i will be beautiful again..
Sunshine ; Thursday, February 09, 2006
Saturday, February 04, 2006
i want to be fairer and i just want to say "i CAN DO BETTER!!"
Sunshine ; Saturday, February 04, 2006
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
ok there goes all my birthday celebrations..have to wait for another year to get as many surprises as possible..hahah..there are two kind of surprises, the good ones and the really screwed up ones, i had a taste of both for my birthday this year and indeed, im wiser!! afterall some people really just come and go.i shall always try to look forward in life..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, February 01, 2006
