I'm just different.
Thursday, October 26, 2006

My Personality
Neuroticism
91
Extraversion
76
Openness To Experience
32
Agreeableness
56
Conscientiousness
51

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. As a practical person you like to think in plain and simple terms. Others describe you as down-to-earth, practical, and conservative. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are not generally self conscious about yourself. You feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. High levels of stress can lead to you feeling panic or confusion, but usually you cope with day to day pressures.

You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. You are usually the leader in group activites. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You love bright lights and hustle and bustle. You are likely to take risks and seek thrills. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.

You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You are not interested in the arts and do not display aesthetic sensitivity. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You prefer the security and stability brought by conformity to tradition.

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. There are times when you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary, however you are mostly candid, frank and sincere. People find it moderately easy to relate to you. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.

Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.

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Sunshine ; Thursday, October 26, 2006


Thursday, October 12, 2006

it was a unmotivated evening last night. i planned to get started with my third assignment but little did i know that i was overwhelmed by inertia.

i saw a new issue of cleo so i decided to read a few pages then go get started on my assignment. somehow, i have decided to take a break since i just happened to swing into lousy mood after i knew that i may have to change plans for taipei trip. well, i guess its a small issue, but i over reacted and decided to blame the school for being so rigid and not so compassionate.

i read 2 hours of magazine before i scooted off to my kitchen to get the ben and jerry out of my freezing fridge. i dug into the ice cream lavishly while scribbling some websites from cleo. i must check out these online shopping!!

yesterday's saving grace was linhui getting the esss award. yes!! i felt so happy that she got it! but the silly thing was, she was not even present when they announced it. how stupid is it to give people credit when they are not around. i also didnt see any email sent out to acknowlegde her. hmm...well at least she can write something in her work review and hopefully her so-wanting-her-to-get-some-recognition-sup will be satisfied this time.

im looking at other things that i may want to do in future,

can i be anyone of them? i dont really fancy tutor..but can i be someone else other than teacher?


Sunshine ; Thursday, October 12, 2006


Monday, October 09, 2006

after 2 weeks break, i finally went back to bible class. everytime after a service or cell meeting or a bible class, i will feel very rejuvenated tho there was great inertia to go. the best part is, i always feel "im glad i went" and that has led me to believe that God wont leave me empty handed. i must have been a lazy christian lately, in fact, i was. im just so drawn to my marking and nothing else except marking. it shd be time im drawn back to God.

today i learnt integrity. there are 7 points to being a person with integrity and i remember some which really hit me. so here we are, a person with integrity...
  1. will keep his word when he has promised someone something. well, isnt this just simply being responsible for his words? i must admit sometims i forget what i said to others as well, especially handling so many things at the same time but i always believe that we can all make an effort to remember the errands we have to run, the promises we have to deliver, the things we have to do. well , JUST PLAN AND WRITE DOWN!!! thank God for people for invented notebooks, handphones with built-in reminders and palm and all the sticky notes that i stick all over...
  2. is also someone who doesnt lie at all, no white or black lies. just the truth.
  3. is humble and has the gumption to admit mistakes. a lot of people lack courage like this rite?
  4. always puts others above themselves. no stealing of credits or back stabbing others.
  5. earns the trust of everyone. people are confident in you handling tasks for them. this immediately reminds me of linhui who i trusts a lot when she is in charge of doing a particular agenda. i have complete trust in her that she will give her best and nothing less than that.
  6. does not grumble in service. just serve others and not serving yourself.

i really want to fall into some of the above category so i will work hard to be a person with integrity!!!!

ok next topic, my plans for yuppie's birthday..

  1. we eat at sakura cos its affordable and i have this feeling that she likes the place or perhaps its me..heeehehe..
  2. or we eat at marche which is slightly more expensive but good food too.
  3. we can also try fish and co.
  4. or vienthai..
  5. beach cafe at pasir ris
  6. and of cos, the pressie!!!!! figurine or huge soft toy which i think she will adore?

so linhui, what do you think? im thinking either this saturday ask her out or next saturday..

and for daniel's...

  1. a card...
  2. dinner...where shd it be held?
  3. and pressie? but what pressie leh?
  4. most important thing is, when can i ever get everyone out???

Sunshine ; Monday, October 09, 2006


Friday, October 06, 2006

im so bored...i want to eat sushi, i want to eat udon, i want to eat coca, i want to eat choc donuts from Batam Holiday Inn and many other things. but can i dont get fat after all the eating?

why do people always tend to misinterpret what i do and what i say? am i so difficult to comprehend?

i thought abt what ming and faith said, the more i care abt someone, the more i will get hurt. so what do i do? dont care? how to do that? we are in close proximity and there is no way that i wont have any contact with her. sigh...how have i landed myself into this shit? as if work is not shitty enough...

ok, im definitely looking forward to the holidays. there is a taipei trip, a science camp for me to earn some money, there is christmas, there is more time to pamper myself..i hope so..

i want to SNACK!!! i want to watch movies!!!

Sunshine ; Friday, October 06, 2006


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