I'm just different.
Friday, May 25, 2007
Sunshine ; Friday, May 25, 2007
we celebrated twinnie's bday and the cake was yummily delicious!! wild strawberry flavoured ice-cream cake from gelare!! hmmm..next time must get the floral one, guess it should be just as nice!im savouring cookies from V-Tea room now despite havin lunch 2 hours ago, my stomach did injustice to the bowl of fish noodles i had with ade, im so hungry now! whatever i put in my stomach just seems to evaporate within mins! its not good!! though the figure is back but i want to reject fats!! i want food without the fats!twinnie left for china this early morning and i miss her already. no mood to plan for activities if she is not around so assigned kei to plan since she has so many restrictions! cant go in the sun la, cant swim la, this la that la..but all in the name of an important and memorable event coming up so she is excused..we love u kei, we are willing to give up the sun for you!its the last day of school and the day is painfully long, though for the first time ever, im having 4 periods only..im soooo sleepy and just cant wait for the day to end right now!!im going for training later, miss lai and all so much..hmm i wonder if lai would suggest mahjong in the night! next week is our first game, i cant wait! finally we can play some competitve netball and it will be great for the team cos for once, shiqiu will appear!cramps cramps go away..come again....NEXT LIFE!!next up..twinnie's bday photos!
Sunshine ; Friday, May 25, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
went to olive suite with kei and adeline, it was an eye-opener..all the dresses are so sweet!! most of them come in shades of pink and white. i was just suggesting to adeline that maybe when i want to be a very well-dressed bridesmaid, ill go to olive to get a dress when i heard the jaw-breaking..opps..jaw-dropping price of the dress kei was tryin...a whopping 5**!!! wah! then i changed my mind, maybe when i want to be a very expensive bridesmaid then i will go there.
it was a joy to see my friend getting married to the man she loves and the man who loves her so much, it is more joyous to be part of the wedding..to shop with the bride and be able to feel the happiness that she has.
for a very long time, i cant seem to vocalise my thoughts. sometimes i dont even know what am i thinking about and i confuse myself, denying the thoughts i have..i just dismiss myself, telling myself that whatever happens dont really matter anymore but in actual fact, they do..whatever should happens, it will still affect me, i will still listen to what is being said..its just that i dont say anything anymore. i dont know why..somehow i feel that whatever i feel is not important anymore.
i think i just dont feel important anymore...
Sunshine ; Thursday, May 17, 2007
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
i got a new skin..
Sunshine ; Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i am not really expecting anyone to accept me for the things i have or the choices i have made but just less judgement i hope. or rather, if you want to judge me, then do it in front of me. i believe more storms are coming so please give it to me now than later..i do not expect anyone to understand why or how, but i am not the person who came to steal,kill and destroy...i am not..i alway hope, i always try, i always look forward but it was all gone..and im still trying to source for hope now, if there is any left.i just dont know if things had gotten worse or better but i know that some dear friends will be lost and some will still stay..too many uncertainties right now..but one thing for sure is that twin has always been around, helping me to tide through my toughest times at work, thanks twin for what you have done for me, i love you..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, May 02, 2007
watching the match intensely!!
goons..
yummilicious cake
the beautiful watch!
twinnie's big SMILE!!!
we simply love twinnie~~~