I'm just different.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
i think im a very good angel, well at least i appear more than twice a week!! so hardworking...yet it seems that my mortal doesnt really appreciate who i am..please can , if not interested then dont participate in future..make me so upset.PUI!!quite sure its mad rush next week or rather this weekend..i guess i just have to rely on God and make the best of what i have. more importantly, God's healing power and mercy be upon me tmr at CGH.
Sunshine ; Thursday, May 18, 2006
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
why do people like to take my things without asking for my permission? why must it be the same person who likes to take my things? sigh.....would it kill to ask? why is it that she wants to help now when the child was already having problems last year? why cant she come and speak to me personally? what a weird teacher!!!!!everyday i ask God for patience but im losing it every single day. i become less appreciative, less tolerant, less of everything that i need..instead i have more worries. im worried about the china trip, the appointment on friday, the results next week, almost everything could make me worry..thanks huihui for praying for me. thank God for the SA1 results. thank God for bringing ming safely back.God, please fill me with your power and grace, i cannot take it anymore, i place all my worries at the foot of your cross, please take it away from me.
Sunshine ; Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
im soooo tired today, despite waking up at 9am this morning and having a 2 hr nap yesterday afternoon...and its so warm today..this week is going to be a marking week and here comes the marking machine!!! vrooomm vrooomm..i shall trust God that in spite of this marking loaded week, i will be happy and i will praise GOd!!!
Sunshine ; Monday, May 08, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
i feel happy!! hahah..so all it takes was a good haircut to make me elated..i went shopping and bought myself a bag..i mean, ming bought for me and i spent abt 1/8 of my progress package buying stuff for others.
the long weekend break made me feel like i was on some long break. perhaps cos i didnt dance so i felt like i had a lot of time to idle around and to shop around. i think this kind of break is really essential to all who have been striving without having a well deserved break.
sunday's sermon was perfect for me, "avoid saying things that hurt." i was just telling ming and huihui abt how frustrated i had been, with the students. i really dont know what got into me, they got me so upset with them..just bcos one didnt bring his spelling book. well i must say, this is record breaking, no one has ever done that during my lesson. it must be the pre-exam syndrome im suffering.
i think im making progress at being more patient but the stupid and irriating devil is trying to ruin my plans. i am shocked at how short-fused i can get.what huihui said is true, focus on the bigger things in life!!!how many times must God speak to me before i fully obey? be good girl..be good.
Sunshine ; Tuesday, May 02, 2006