Friday, July 30, 2004
irritatingly irritated
things that irritated me;
- i had a lousy lunch.
- ate duck noodles, which was my all time favourite, turned out to be a disaster.
- the ntu girl sitting just next to me was damn rowdy!!! each time she talked, she slammed the table. i feel like turning around and slam my palm on her face!!!
- a ntu guy came up to me and asked, "are these four seats taken?" i said "no, i only need one seat (pointing to the empty chair in front of me). he looked at me as if im from mars and asked me again, "are these four seats taken?" i repeated myself, "no, i only need one more seat." then he "HUH?" shook his head and said "its ok" and walked off. now, who is from mars???!!! i spoke in fluent and simple english.
- i said less than 10 sentences during lunch.
- janice was in the canteen.
- i did not meet yanyan.
- im alone in computer lab now.
- im wasting my time getting irritated.
- i dunnoe where to go after class.
i wonder what is wrong with ntu students. the canteen is always ugly and dirty. empty plates, cups and bowls are lying all around everywhere except where they are supposed to be; the dustbin. queues are annoyingly long. dun they just divide themselves accordingly and go to other canteens??
i hate the past few hours. i hate having my menses. i hate not knowing where to go later. someone please come love me.
Sunshine ; Friday, July 30, 2004
Thursday, July 29, 2004
my fav day
i did my favourite activities today.
- i met my favourite yan yan for breakfast.
- i had my favourite hotcakes with sausage meal.
- i attend my favourite tutor's lesson.
- i shopped at ntu fair.
- i bought a pair of red earrings. and red is my favourite colour.
- i met my favourite person for lunch with my favourite friends.
- i spoke to my favourite nephew on the phone.
- i messaged my favourite yanyan.
- i had my favourite fried prawn noodles for dinner.
- i slept.
i cant believe it that ivy could spend so much at ntu fair..when she returned me the money, iwas like "wah!! you bought so much ah!!!" hahaha.. i bought 2 pairs or earrings and a top. which pales in comparison with the stuff ivy bought. yve bought something too, i think a handphone holder and a tissue holder. if only faith was there, probably she might get something too.
anyway, everything was fine until i went to the toilet and got my skirt stained. it really spoilt my enitre day cos shortly, the cramps came along. probably mentally i knew im gonna get cramps so they got really bad. cancelled trip to ICA and facial. it was so bad i had to take my painkillers and stay in bed for the rest of the afternoon. ill probably die in my room and no one will know.
the result of the blood test is out. justin has a bacteria infection and he needs to be hospitalised if he doesnt recover by tonight. my sister is keepin a vigil over him and we really want nothing to happen to him. i called justin twice and he sounded fine over the phone. i miss him so much and i love him so much that i almost burst into tears when i talked to him. thank you so much for responding to my call to pray for justin. yanyan, allie, barbra, ivy, faith, daynia, joey, jamie. of cos, to my God whose grace is greater than anything.
my day went well, except for some pain that creep in every now and then.
my cracked heel is just as cracked.
i actually feel a bit weird when yanyan told me something. not good. dunnoe why i feel this way, shall not feel like that again..i hope.
Sunshine ; Thursday, July 29, 2004
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
poison ivy
thats the name of the sexy, and full of venom, female role in batman. thats also the name of my friend. hahahah she must be shocked to see this. anyway, since she finds it entertaining to read my blog then i shall drop her name la.
wrote her a super long testimonial and she finds it almost essay like. well, it wasnt all the nice things i wrote, i mentioned her nonsensical behaviour which i thought was worth mentioning hahaha...yah she is very sweet..did a lot of things for her boyfriend. she is very sensitive too..somehow she realised i was not around when i left.
did nothing much today, wanted to pack this and that but ended up living with the mess. had a qian bian wen da ti rally with yanyan and she gt most of the questions correct..i shall attribute it to my good hints given hahaha..anyway she cheered me up when i was just rotting in hall..as always.
bought 3 ant traps to annihilate all the ants that have been having a great time crawling across my laptop screen, the table, on my keyboard, wires..they are everywhere!!! i hate them!!!
yeah..tmr eating mac breakfast!!!! my fav hotcakes with my fav yanyan...hahahaha..yummy start for the day!! argh...im hungry again..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
attended 2 lectures today and only one kept me awake. i was compelled to fall asleep when i went for the last 2 lectures and proves that this lecturer is rather boring cos i dont usually sleep in class. goh's lecture was enjoyable. funny, how could a lecture be that entertaining? well, goh managed to catch all of our attention and no one had their eye lids drooping at all. i laughed a few times, those really loud kind..and he allowed..its a good start.
we had a break before another 2 more lectures. the girls wanted to go to the ladies and since i just went, i told ivy i wanted ill just wait outside for them. ivy asked me to go in and "let them feel our presence". in my mind, i was thinking, sometimes, even when you are always around a group of people, they might not even feel your presence. sometimes your presence is redundant.
limin just came in to say hi. she is so sweet, called me everyday during camp just to make sure i know what im supposed to do and that im there.
went to jurong point, bought some stuff and carried all the heavy bags. they left marks on my arm, thats how heavy they all. haven taken any dinner yet..still dunnoe what to eat..
tok to ming abt the "interesting" blog and told him how people might feel when they read it. ming said blogs are meant to be personal online dairy, so people really just write down how they feel, what they do and what they want to say. thus, we should not just read these diaries and judge them. i told ming people will read it cos its online so he told me, that is why he feels that blogs are rather fake cos they are conscious that others are reading it.
i think what ming said is true. as usual, he always says something that enlightens me. how could you post something online and dont expect people to come across it? it will, therefore, be subjected to all kinds of comments. it will prob do some good, when u purposely post something for someone to read.
anyway i felt unhappy in school again. had a good start but lousy ending.
Sunshine ; Tuesday, July 27, 2004
first day
first day in school was stressful. well, what a welcome-back gift from nie. had 4 lessons and 6 projects and 2 tests on hand. sigh...they really didnt give us 3 months break for nothing. so that we cld come back in one piece and they could chop us up into many pieces.
saw someone i really wanted to see when i stepped into nie and was bit upset rather than happy. the look on her face din really reveal any signs of gladness so i went off, feeling rather upset and i wondered what was wrong.
it was break time and i went to queue for my laksa which was a total let down. the soup just wasnt as fragrant as before. anyway i was like hoping to see her but she was not around too. lunch was horrible then. no yanyan.no nice laksa to eat. ordered mango milkshake and it tasted totally like some full cream milk and i dumped it. i have an allergy. hate dairy products. makes me wanna puke.
just as i expected. yve fell asleep during lecture. so did ivy and faith. poor ivy, she slept at 4am and woke up two hours later. she was stitching something for her boyfriend. awww..such a lovely girlfriend. didnt really tok much to the girls. dunnoe why. sometimes just had nothing to say. its weird how beekee they all find me so full of shit and lame jokes whereas my nie friends dun think that of me.
felt rotten when i came back frm school. but the sight of ming lifted up my spirit. managed to tok to him for a while before i went for ivp training.
training was all about conditioning. speaking of which, im supposed to start running!!! arghhh...second allergy. hate running!!! anyway, we ran for about 4 or 5 km and i seriously wanna just pretend to faint so that i could walk back. hahahha..sign of being so unfit. i so have to go run and i will...erm i hope so.
i slept really well, after the run and also cos we cleared up the air. funny, she thought i was unhappy seeing her..ahhaah anyway nobody was unhappy with nobody. everyone's happy!!! when she said she will share my happiness and bitterness, i felt a tear welling up..not many friends can do that for you, like they will help u to unload ur burden and make u feel so much lighter.
i hav not packed my room yet and i hate my current room!!!
Sunshine ; Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Friday, July 23, 2004
gossip mongers
just came back from sentosa. yes, still having hall camp and it lasts till sunday. ken and i were in charge of this pass-the-orange-with-your body part game and we waited almost 3 hours just for one clan to come. im not sure whether we were near our stations but they sure took an average of 1 hour to arrive at our station. i thought ancrez did a great job cos they were the only clan who did it for 5-6 times and they were still trying very hard. karage had the most interesting cheer!!! it goes nana banana nana banana yaya papaya yaya papaya....hahahahha and their version of kylie minogue's "i cant get you out of my head" cheer...very entertaining. i heard they are having cheer fight tonight, if im the judge, prob ill just let karage win.
a few read my previous entry and were pressing me for the identity of the person i wrote abt. well, i dun think i will ever say it. anyway one bottle and ming knew so i think thats enough. i dun wanna be some gossip monger spreading stuff. come to think about it, it's true what!!! so im just stating facts, not like others, spreading and spinning some dirty tales about those around you. its amazing how homosapiens prefer disgusting lies to pure truth, akin to how human beings prefer to follow the devil to God. we just dont like the way life can be so simple, we want to mess things up so that others wont be able to have an easy life. so we come up with lies and deceptions, pushing those around us towards persecution. have u watched "passion of Christ"? do u know why the high priests wanted to persecute the Lord so much? if u do, u will understand what im trying to say, who is behind all these evil works?
watched i-robot with ming. it was a good show. ming underrated the show when he saw the trailer but after yesterday, thumbs up!! going to watch house of the flying daggers (shi mian mai fu)..hahahah sounds like some xiao li fei dao show. I hope its going to be good. the last chinese show which i thought was good, has to be ying xiong. powerful cast and impressive story line.
school's starting and i kind of cant wait for it. looking forward to new sem. timetable is just as bad but not too bad actually. hope can see yanyan ard more often. miss the laksa yong tau fu but i remembered once i ate a crabstick which turned sour oredi and it really made me wanna puke.
i want school to start now. i want to eat maggie mee everyday. i want to fall asleep in lecture theatres. i wanna laugh loud loud in front of the tutors. i want to curse at ah pek lecturers. i want to turn around and see yve falling asleep within 10 seconds. i wanna pretend im listening to the lecturer but my fingers are busy texting ming.i want to slap at those guys, who steal a look at my legs, when im coming down the stairs. i wanna eat at every single break i have. i want IVP to start. i wanna complain how much i hate my project deadlines.i want to buy things that i dun really need at the nie bazzars. i want to gossip...opps...i mean share news, with ivy, faith and yve. i wanna look at new batch of PE guys...opps..ming, are u around??!!! i wanna see yanyan..
i dun want to do projects. i dun want to do tutorials. i dun want to wake up 730am. i dun want to listen to ah pek lecturers. i dun want to be blacklisted for skipping tutorials without any valid reason. i dun want to shut up in class. i dun want to smile at guys who look at my legs when im wearin my mini skirt. i dun want to lose any sight of my fav yanyan. i dun want to see janice. i dun want to tok to janice. i dun want to help janice anymore. i dun want to lose weight...
if all of the above could be fulfil, i want school to start..
Sunshine ; Friday, July 23, 2004
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
im 10 years older...*cough cough*
slpt at 130am. fell asleep the moment i came bk from supper, skipped green bean soup and went for fishball soup instead. cant appreciate green bean soup like those dirty-smelly-cold-totally wet with soya sauce+egg+wateva-liquids freshies. green bean soup was not only a rare gem to the many-flavoured freshies but also to the seniors as well. heard that they had tao suan every year.
woke up at 1030am. started on my email to sharon, then cooked noodles. received a call from gladys, she asked me to go down for lunch. so nice of her. tho i told her i was too lazy to go down to collect my lunch box, i still went down cos i dont want to waste the lunch box and i tot i shd not give her any trouble.
saw junjie downstairs, he said i looked 10 yrs older. i look dead. im super tanned aft soaking in the pool for the entire morning yesterday. my curls are everywhere except nicely behind my ears.
saw yiping too. she went to collect her lunch which was 2 bananas. i gave my banana to her so she had 3. 2 out of 3 bananas were rotten. yucks...so much for me not wastin food!!!
my phone has totally gone bonkers. it keeps askin me to insert sim card when the damn card is inside. im so going to get a new phone.
read an "interesting" blog just now. i was rolling my eyes while reading the blog. how can someone just keep blogging about how much she loves her boyfriend?? its everywhere and anywhere. she could just keep it to herself and spare us the details. i pity my eyes.
i told yiping that usually those who are very petite, people tend to be drawn to them cos they are cute and small and sweet, like yve. well, apparently, tis person is so different. she has a mouth double her size. her heart is prob even smaller than justin's fist. if u cant be nice then so b it, just shut up and dun tell people to not to be nice.
i know im being very mean now cos im judging her but i really cant take it!!!
im not the only one who cant stand her after listening to all the mean thgs she has said to others. she must be damn blessed to have a boyfriend. well if u think that she cld be chge then dream on.
im having a headache..too much sun yesterday..too much unnecessary bitterness..too much tan..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Friday, July 16, 2004
Dancing Queens
haven blogged for abt a month, i guess yy wun have any updated news about me..anyway the princess is back!!! :) here are a few things to be recorded...
went to zouk on wednesday, saw germin, yiping, danny and sixx..woah..wat a crowd!! cant even twitch my fingers when my gfs and i were at phuture..super crowded but i think the music there is so much better than mambo, which played some funny music..guess i shd have outgrown mambo eons ago. u know those people standing on the platform, doing all those sychronised steps?? they were amazing, i mean they can even come up with steps to songs like "lemon tree'' and to every single word of the song *applause* . anyhow i think i think it was fun..hanging out with my gfs and all of us have our hair permed..hahahah all "q mos"
attended evie's wedding 2 sundays ago and it was exililarating to see the buddies and the groom himself gg thru all the stages we made them to, before seeing the bride, they did a 100 push ups, drank "super tonic water" mixed with soya sauce, salt, vinegar, sambal chilli and what-have-you in the kitchen, peg their faces, did a boyband performance...ahahha..but they were really sporting i thought. evie looked gorgeous, she is prob the prettiest bride i have ever seen. it was a fairytale wedding..how i envy..
watched king arthur last nite, good show but the sword fight was not as good as troy, ming commented and i agree.
hall camp is next week and i heard the turnout will not be as good as expected. im no longer clanless!!! im in pyrus now hahaha..
poor yan had her knee ligament torn im so upset for her, cant imagine the pain she is gg thru both mentally and physically. oh God, please relief her of this pain. haven seen her for so long, prob wun get to see her until school reopens and even if so, we might not even get to meet cos i heard her timetable is fully packed :(
i thought you would have forgotten abt me oredi aft our sat morning class together but you didnt and im so thankful for that. it prob tks more effort to rem smone than to forget so im really grateful for that and u made my days too whenever we chat or msg..having camp now rite? enjoy urself and just cast ur worries to you "lao pa" for He cares for you..like me too
Sunshine ; Friday, July 16, 2004
