I'm just different.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
when words kill...the tiger must show its prowess else it will be treated like a sick cat. my own translation. i think we stretched him to his limits, he just walked away and told lai lai, he will be takin a break.this is the second time he left us. the first time he left us on court, i was in the national round. we felt so lost and thank God we won the match and made it to the finals then to national champs. i dont like to feel deserted for any reasons but i think i know how he felt. even i was taken aback at wat was said to him. well i think ya ya is rite, we all need to reflect on our actions. i used to blame him for not training me to be wd, now that the younger ones get a chance to be trained by him, we shd feel glad for them but i think the trgn was overdone. others shd be given a chance as well.whenever i feel angry, i remind myself of how much he has done for me and for some of the girls tho he wasnt obliged to do so. i guess we shd all learn that and learn not to drive thgs overboard.i guess a break is inevitable..hopefully this break will bring forth sunshine.
Sunshine ; Saturday, April 30, 2005
Friday, April 29, 2005
new blog!!i spent some time looking for a new skin to my blog and until something catches my eye, this is it. shall just make do with this tho i still cant understand why my haloscan comments just wldnt co-exist with this new skin. watever.been packing my drawers and i stll have abt five more drawers to go and a huge wardrobe which i could no longer add any more new collection until i clear up the mess inside. sigh...i just cabt bring myself to do it...its like seeing an obstacle right in front of me and i just refuse to remove it. waiting for posting results has put me on a roller coaster ride. from initial excitement to intense excitement to fear to couldnt-care-less to now nothing. but for sure, definitely will miss a heartbeat when i received it. i really hope it wun be anything other than the 2 choices i would like to have.canoeing was fun at macritchie reservoir tho i made a few phone calls before gettin there!! its funny how they would want the reservoirs to be accessible to the public when they make it so inaccessible to me-the public. bedok reservoir doesnt even have the water sports facilities up yet and they are oredi having so much publicity on it. wat nonsense??? i called ssc which referred me to npb which i had oredi made a call to earlier. how come no one knows abt it?well well...at least i got to canoe so tts tt. shall just confine my complaints to one paragraph.alrite, i shall make myself fast for one meal, for the month of may. maybe it will mk me slim down.....from 5 meals to 4, how challenging is that for me?
Sunshine ; Friday, April 29, 2005
Friday, April 22, 2005
i wanted to blog so much when i didnt have the time to cos i had so much frustration to vent, yet, now that i have all the time i need, i actually have no idea where to start...well, im gg to do wat im best in..RANDOM UPDATES!!
- talking to ivy online now, she keeps using the animated alphabets.
- yongyi keeps sending me animated cartoons in my msn window.
- i just had my first and last paper today, expt for 5 marks which i gave up, i did pretty well.
- have nt been mugging this hard since hai sing days.
- i almost forgot how much i could study and push myself.
- lincoln bought me lunch one day..so nice!!!
- casino is up, lives go on.
- my student left me a testimonial in my friendster.
- i dont understand why huicong keeps avoiding the "attached issue"??
- thinking of when to meet jenny and xinhui...
- gg to get braces next month..pretty excited abt it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- shd i really go on a diet?
Sunshine ; Friday, April 22, 2005