Friday, December 19, 2008
yeahhhh!! i scored the highest for my test! 25/30, woohooo! praise the Lord!
wondering if i really want to manage the tamp store, it will def save me lots of money for transportation but i want a more challenging environment, which is in town. in fact i want to run the flagship store in sommerset. of cos it boils down to capabilities...sigh why must the ion store be delayed? hmm..maybe its gd..so that they wont feel that we are inadequate and use that as a reason to send a japanese to run the store.
ok concentrate on doing well..just continue being myself and eveything will be fine. God is with me, nothg else is bigger than that.
one more wk and my love will be sent to me, then one more wk following that, ill be returning to my land of love! the beloved island where my fanily is, where my twinnie is, where kei n caleb are, where yoyo is, where my mice are, where my blessed church resides, where my 5-star chicken rice n bakerzin are, land of my fishball noodles n yong tau hoo, ahhh..
my island home....
Sunshine ; Friday, December 19, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
how do you handle high expectations? how do you handle pressure? those that come frm yourself and your superiorshow do you handle home-sickness?i feel very tight in my heart n my brains..sometimes i feel so pressured tt i just refused to say anythg, cant rem the last time i felt this way..everytime aft a solid lesson or after a review, ill have a headache..whats the cause of it? too much from kj? smtimes i wish he didnt tell me abt my performance..jz too much at stake now..sigh..need peace n more peace.."you are my resting place along the narrow highway.." find rest in the Lord
Sunshine ; Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
oh my!!! i cant believe that its christmas nxt week! have been working until i lost count of time..sigh its so different here, i dont even have time to think abt christmas cos this is the first time im gg to shop for christmas..sad..other than the cold weather, nothg reminds me of christmas here. anyway kj said tt japanese dont celebrate christmas. they dont have chinese new year here! i wonder wat they celebrate, soba day? doriyaki day?had an interesting conversation with val jz now..hahah she gave me free dental advice n taught me how to floss my teeth, the package included the floss itself..hahah she so cute. went to yokohama last wkend n had fun riding the scary roller coaster rides n hahaha..audrey was so hilarious. it hasnt even started yet n she started screaming her lungs out..and wat was funny was, i was rather terrified in the beginning but cos of her screamin, i was laughing so hard until i forgot to scream. all the time i could only hear "" WAHHHHHH...AAHHAHHHHH" hahaha..it was the funniest roller coaster rides i have ever taken.the wind was so strong that when i took a pict on the bridge, my hair n bangs were so "pong", i looked like lin ching hsia in the 60s..the moment i saw my pict, i tot i resembled my mum until audrey said i look more like lin ching hsia.i burst out laughing..the pict is in my phone..will post it when i return to sg. its super ugly yet so funny..i have never taken such an ugly pict b4..hahah2 more wks n 4 more off days to go ard tokyo n ill be flown bk to SG. so far, i have been to- shinjuku
- shinjuku-sanchome (of cos, i work there)
- disneyland n disneysea
- yokohama
- shibuya
- ginza
- ikebukuro
- ueno
- akihabara
- harajuku
next destinations,
- asakusa
- hakone
- tokyo dome
- sanrio puro land
just nice..4 more days..
Sunshine ; Monday, December 15, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
6 weeks in japan oredi n last evening was the happiest evenings! we went to a nice jap restuarant n order some set dinner i think. they served sm salad with ikan bilis..so nice! haah din know ikan bilis can be added into salad then their signature dish came, huge pieces of chicken cutlet which is crispy on the outside on tender n juicy on the outside..yummy!then we started playing 5-10, as i was the winner so flo was drinking her soda a lot until she decided to suggest changing direction n kenji was on my left!! so he ended up drinking a lot..after which he started toking abt his yellow miffy n his stalker friend which he kept repeating n so loudly, we concluded that he was just getting high. but it was fun n a great way to end one day of hardcore classrm trgn.been taught so much in a day, i wonder how much can i absorb n how much do i really know? my brain started freezing at 5pm and i din really listent to what he was saying after that. im wondering if we will be ready after these 9 wks of trgn in japan. kj said there r thgs that he will teach us when we are in sg but do we really have the time n concentration to do it? so many thgs are happening once we return to sg.as i was telling mickey last nite, i hv so many thgs in my head..altho i dun want to but i beginning to be more self-conscious n smtimes i think i wld perhaps prefer kj not to have given me so much confidence cos now i have more at stake. but yes, i really want to let go n let god tho i cant deny that its getting to me day by day. i dun want to disappoint myself n my loved ones who have believed in me.hey twinnie, i found a way to tok over the msn so i can hear yr voice! sigh so many thgs to share w u..hope ur enjoying ur comfort at home! hw have u been, yoyo?the love of God will tk me thru..
Sunshine ; Thursday, December 11, 2008
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i have so many thgs in my mind now aft the review this afternoon. for the first time, i had almost an hour tok with kj n the more he said he is sure of his choice now, the more worried i am, the more careful i am with the thgs i say. he caught hold of my weakness, he asked me how am i gg to cope with mistakes? thats my fatal part. mistakes are intolerable but how am i gg to ctrl myself from breaking down? if i make a huge mistake, what am i gg to do to prevent myself frm breaking down?im so afraid to say the wrong thgs now..i ctrl myself today, i was so close to asking him but i didnt, i dunno if i made the rite choice..i hope so cos i was reminded to be focused. i was looking forward to the end but now that its getting nearer, my nerves are also getting tighter..will i be too disappointed when its not me..i think i will..
Sunshine ; Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Monday, December 08, 2008
that's the love of Godwhat makes God take so much care to make creation glow?He could have make it black and white and we would have never knownand what makes God send Jesus to die on calvary?of cos it was this joyous thing, i feel inside of methat's the love of God, its neverendingthat's the love of God, always forgivingHe's always there, He never failsall He will do, is love foreverand He loves to share it, that's the love of Godit change a family, it's already changed the worldwhen Jesus brings it to our hearts, heaven's banner is unfoldand when you start to share it, in its precious....(cant catch the word)you're glad to see your view of life, will never be the same~~~~
miss listening to Girlie singing this in church..miss dancing, miss serving in church during wkends,miss the smell of nissi room, miss stepping into church, miss wearing my ballet attire, miss having ballet trgn...miss worshipping God together with the entire ministry on stage.
now i realise hw irritating it gets when a person is simply blatantly blunt. keeps blabbering abt hw her-supposedly great achievements, abt playing netball, for like 4 years? bt being captain and supporting herself thru uni days and hw she only aims for high-flyer guys and how ugly her current bf is, i just asked her today, "mayb ur bf also thinks that u r ugly?" i mean, pls la..i wld think that u yrself would have to be someone with great personality or are also a high-flyer or you are miss universe then u can say such thgs rite?? what mks u think that pple who r high flyers will fall for you? do you reallly have what it takes? your success in life is measured by these thgs? high-salaried n gd looking bf, condo n car? is that what ur life is all abt?
tho i tok abt how i bully my mickey but at least i dun condescend him in front of my friends. i fu think u r so great, why dun u go run for some presidential campaign? maybe u can pit urself against eunice olsen for a start? since u think u have more brains and brawns than anyone else. for a nus grad who says words like "irregardless", "he very loved" instead of "he is very loving", pronounces "subtly" as "sub-tile-ly", "hierarchical" as "hierar-ker"..i wonder hw she pass her degree and studeid sociology and doesnt even knw how to be tactful..
for a 22-yr old, i can only say...immature.
pple oredi asked her to be careful with her words, she can imagine it to be a suggestion to play office politics..dunno whether to laugh or cry at her.
sigh..the flawed part of this entire japan adventure. immaturity. however, thanks to her, im beginning to have more control of my tongue.
Sunshine ; Monday, December 08, 2008
Saturday, December 06, 2008
i had a great time enjoying, singing and worshippin the Lord in my tiny apartment but the joy in me is exploding n i feel great, refreshed! thks Gina for sharing ur gd news w me and remembering me! i hope u will go bk to teach cos i think sch needs trs now n trs like you! anyhow, God will provide.amen.hey twinnie, hws shanghai? gg bk to sg? im coming back too!!!
Sunshine ; Saturday, December 06, 2008
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
finally manage to get some links back but some are friends' links are lost and gone oredi..sigh..cant find cherlene's.
anyway its wk 5 in japan and one more mth and ill be back! wah..time really flies n i think i can stopped being obasan n going to the supermaket hahah hmmm think still can go la but no nid to stock up that much oredi. i think albert beat me, he wanted to mk scones here and he has oredi bought the ingredients! hahah..jac makg stew smmore..wah...i think we r really cooking up a feast here.
feli's bf brought my creams and rec dearie's secret package..haha i tot wat was inside. so clever ah u..wrapped until so nice. got my eye cream n body milk..hmmmm winter is coming soon so i think these creams will come to gd use! temp sudd dropped this wk..guess its really the prelude to winter.
went to disneyland and disneysea..so fun!! i love disneyland, i feel very "disney" there and the rides at disneysea were really exciting! once is not enuff, i want to the disneyland in other countries!!
tired today..blog another day
Sunshine ; Wednesday, December 03, 2008
