i realise that there are people who read my blog cos they will tell me things that i thought i haven told them before..smtimes they freak me out but now i know why they are so updated abt me!!!!!!!! ha yongyi!!! no more wat satelite stalker or wateva..ahahhahah..and cos of my audience, i have been nagged at, repeatedly, to keep updating my blog..ok here it goes.................

umpired 4 games today!!! 2 in the morning and 2 in the afternoon...tired to the bone now..good money tho i thought...ahhaha..went to ikea too, saw a few wardrobes i would like to get.

missed my show!!! all cos ming has to go fetch his frend who commented i was pretty and i told him " im pretty everyday!!" and he went " wah lau " i mean please, since the moment u saw me, u flatter my looks then i would think that im pretty everyday cos i look the same today and tmr and the day after and 2 days later and 3 days later and so on and so forth.......hahhaha wateva..

washin my clothes now...used 3 washin machines...one for normal clothes, another for jeans and towels and one for bedsheets..my skin is that sensitive..so must separate..

yan and la ba said that there was blackout. thank God that it din happen here in boon lay, otherwise........SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was showering can...phew...all praises to unto God!!! anyway i reckon that yan and laba must hv heard abt my nite blindness, tts why they asked abt me..awwwww......how sweet!!

got netball national league tmr evening...my legs are damn heavy now...i wish smone could msg me now and ill love this person sooooooooo much!!

feel so sad that i wun get to see yan yan next sem...sigh...sob sob..
Sunshine ; Tuesday, June 29, 2004


"To princess nah nah>>>
hahahahaa... hey ger, realli glad to haf u around thru the nites... im glad i made u laff... U too made my day.. after all the laughters... hahaha... btw lastnite, i recalled tat the 1stime we actualli toked is durin the Phantom Cats lar... nt after the dramatic episode of the "phanTom croWWW....ahHHhh" ahahhaa... and To this new found fren... heres 1 of my fav paragraph...
In a world that we seldom understand, there r winds of destiny that blow we least expect them. Sumtimes they gust wif a fury of a hurricane, sumtimes they bareli fan one's cheek. But the winds cannot b denied, bringin as they often do a future that is impossible to ignore. And u r like a cautious traveller, protecting urself from the winds... open ur heart.. who noes ill be the wind that will gust more strongli den u ever imagine.... *winkz* hahahhaaa...
No more hi & byes k... U R mY DEarest Fren...!!!"

saw this in yan yan's blog..am so touched now..ahhaha almost cried..haahha.. she is a blessing to me

yanyan, i hope u enjoyed ur tioman trip, im back in hall this week, be online quite often then, i hope ill get to tell u more of my qian bian wen da ti...hahahaha yah u made my day too

2 weeks' stay at home was heavenly...the air con and i dun have to do any housework ...hahahh all i had to do was to entertain my younger nephew, di di. he is so cute and prob the cutest boy around. i was pretty sad when i left home today cos i know i wun be seeing him for quite a few days.

i felt rotten yesterday, simply irritated and i dunnoe why. was just totally consumed by my own frustration and so i asked peili out for a talk, almost vomitted but i controlled it. went bowling after that and i felt better. poor ming, he became a victim of mine, whenever im having my mood swings, im like a walking volcano

i realised that ivy and i love shopping!!! hhaahaah..i mean who doesnt rite..anyway she wrote a testimonial for me after our shopping trip and it made me wondered if it was becos she reAlised i do shop as well...despite all the netball trainings and ballet practices..hhaha i hope our next shopping trip wun be that short lived..

hmm...if only yan yan is here, online now...cos i miss talking to her..she is like my dearest friend online..hahahha

Sunshine ; Tuesday, June 22, 2004


all about yanyan

hahahahha yan yan is sooooooooo farni...i asked her a qian bian wen da ti; which pet, dog, rabbit or mouse, finished memorising their lesson? and she went, "gou qi zi? bai tu tang? shu tiao?" hahahah..all the irrelevant yet creative answers...ahahah i laughed my guts out. hhaha she really made my day..hahah..cant stop laughing!!!

she called me a crow..when we first started talking to each other. it all happened cos one of our classmates wanted us to walk around in the room like a bird and we had to shut our eyes. some blind ger bumped onto me and i shouted "arh!!" which yan deemed that i sound like a crow..ahahaahh and said that we have a crow flying in the room of walking blind birds..hahhaha she damn farni or prob i was the one..hahah
Sunshine ; Thursday, June 10, 2004


small talk

watched World Idol and the show's interesting cos the judges cant wait to attack each other with the most condescending remarks. i think simon is going to say something really nasty to the canadian judge next week, something like "look at the way the canadian jugde wears, you are not even fit to be in the panel!!" wah!! some arabian idol went up the stage and sang some arab song i think which no one understood!! the show gets really interesting and i have to watch it as religiously as i did with American Idol..oh i think i got a match next wednesday..argh....

went out with faith, ivy and yve. it has been some time since we met after the examinations, only me with them i think, cos 3 of them do meet up and all. i must say that, i did feel rather weird when i didnt have anythg in common to chat with them. apparently they have some mutual friends and i feel rather upset that i wasnt there to meet their friends. half the time i didnt know wat they were talking about or rather who they were talking about, well i did try to catch whatever they were talking about. they headed for ktv after coffee and i din join them, not bcos i didnt want to but cos i was meeting ming for dinner. i will be more than glad to just join them and watch them sing. sometimes i feel drifted from them and it saddens me cos they are my closest friends in nie and i see them more often than i see my family during sch days due to the fact that i stay in hall. i just dont feel close enough, i dunnoe what the missing factor is and i do treasure their company. ming said maybe i dont share any common interest with them. however, even though friends whom i am really close to are my netball girlfriends but we dont talk about netball at all when we meet so i dun see why i cant be that close to yve and co.

prob i am the one who is building a wall between us. am i? i dunnoe. is it cos im not sharing enough with them? perhaps im the one who pulls myself away from them. well, i love my friends especially those whom im really close to. it seems to me that im shieldin myself, i dunnoe why. i cant seem to trust people easily anymore. prob cos i have been through the bitter taste of betrayal. i dont make new friends or rather have new best friends anymore cos i thought i have enough oredi. i value friends a lot and prob too much oredi, thats why im so cautious now.

i think it really depends on fate. like yanyan, i met her for a few months without even talking to her and on a fateful day, i just talked to her and we studied together and i do enjoy her company. it might be the same case for her, though we are friends but prob i could never break into her circle of trust or best friends or soul mates. anyway, i think friendship is like a normal BGR, you need to put in enough effort to see it bloom cos it wun just happen..

i hope i will feel more comfortable with them on our next trip out and i will put in effort.
Sunshine ; Wednesday, June 09, 2004


long long time...

wah..cant even rem when was the last time i blogged...anyway after the trip to bali, been enjoying so much of life.haha

well, bali trip was memorable..especially the journey there!! prob jialing and those whom i have complained to know wat i am talking about. aint goin to repeat the whole incident again, Garuda airways is definitely my last choice ever!!

bali is terrific!! the beach is lovely and clean, the people are friendly, food...well..i had weird cases of diarrhoea so no comments on the food. we went to tanah lot and saw gigi leung, the hongkong actress cum singer, such a gorgeous babe and standing tall at abt 1.8. we snapped a picture of her and came back to show off to everyone..hahah maybe im the only one doin it.

i realised im fat!! beekee, conveniently, called me xiao pang when i went for national league, tho i was laughing my head off but i did feel so fat when i heard "xiao pang!!" and i just answered to that as if it was my certified name. i guess i have to drop my 5- meals-a-day eating habit.

i wonder where is yan yan?? dont see her online and she was the one who asked me to come online..miss toking to her..

if anyone knows the link to download south park cartoons then please.......INFORM ME!!!! apparently the cartman link that i have been using is not working anymore.

results be out on wednesday. i had a freaky dream last nite, i dreamt that i got 3 As, at second glance, all the As turned into R which means " Repeat module"!!!!!!!! i was so totally freaked out..wat a dream..scare the guts out of me.
Sunshine ; Tuesday, June 08, 2004