I'm just different.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
first day
first day in school was stressful. well, what a welcome-back gift from nie. had 4 lessons and 6 projects and 2 tests on hand. sigh...they really didnt give us 3 months break for nothing. so that we cld come back in one piece and they could chop us up into many pieces.
saw someone i really wanted to see when i stepped into nie and was bit upset rather than happy. the look on her face din really reveal any signs of gladness so i went off, feeling rather upset and i wondered what was wrong.
it was break time and i went to queue for my laksa which was a total let down. the soup just wasnt as fragrant as before. anyway i was like hoping to see her but she was not around too. lunch was horrible then. no yanyan.no nice laksa to eat. ordered mango milkshake and it tasted totally like some full cream milk and i dumped it. i have an allergy. hate dairy products. makes me wanna puke.
just as i expected. yve fell asleep during lecture. so did ivy and faith. poor ivy, she slept at 4am and woke up two hours later. she was stitching something for her boyfriend. awww..such a lovely girlfriend. didnt really tok much to the girls. dunnoe why. sometimes just had nothing to say. its weird how beekee they all find me so full of shit and lame jokes whereas my nie friends dun think that of me.
felt rotten when i came back frm school. but the sight of ming lifted up my spirit. managed to tok to him for a while before i went for ivp training.
training was all about conditioning. speaking of which, im supposed to start running!!! arghhh...second allergy. hate running!!! anyway, we ran for about 4 or 5 km and i seriously wanna just pretend to faint so that i could walk back. hahahha..sign of being so unfit. i so have to go run and i will...erm i hope so.
i slept really well, after the run and also cos we cleared up the air. funny, she thought i was unhappy seeing her..ahhaah anyway nobody was unhappy with nobody. everyone's happy!!! when she said she will share my happiness and bitterness, i felt a tear welling up..not many friends can do that for you, like they will help u to unload ur burden and make u feel so much lighter.
i hav not packed my room yet and i hate my current room!!!
Sunshine ; Tuesday, July 27, 2004