Saturday, August 14, 2004
connection is super retarded at home. im only half way through downloading my msn messenger.
just came back from yet another training. evie's friends took the trouble to come dowm and play with us. they are, undeniably, good. they were fast and passes were superb too. other than commiting ten thousand fouls, i think they are of high calibre. didnt play well cos i was really worn out, after last nite's ivp training. i love to train actually. although im so unfit, i like the kind of feeling when im so soak in my perspiration and hyperventilating, hahhaa..sadistic i know, but its the only time i know im playing some good netball.
i hugged peili and we went for dinner together with sharon, regi and her bf and ming too. as usual, peili was being make fun of and we enjoy teasing her. thats becos we love her. i love peili so much, i wish there are more things i could do for her. i wish God will relieve her of her stressful work.
i love to hug people. when i come home from hall, i try to grab my nephews and hug them, when i see peili or huilin, i run to them like a little child running to the arms of her mum who is waiting for to fetch her home. i think hugging someone makes them feel loved, warm and comfortable. sometimes, i dont even feel like letting go of the person im hugging. why? becos not everyday you will find someone you wanna hug, not everyday you will find someone you love to hug. instead of saying how much i miss you, how deep i love you, i want to be hugged cos it just says so much. anyway, i think im a very "touchy" person. i just love to hold someone's hand or just clinging onto someone's arm , walking down the streets...i remember when i was a young girl, i never fail to hold my father's hand if we were out. even now, when i sleep, i hope there is someone whom i can cling to.. i think it is my source of comfort and i feel secure being close to a person.
had my eed presentation today, i thought ada and syafridah did very well for our shield cos it sure didnt look easy to come up with one at all. ws bit pissed when one of my grp members just passed one of her part to me and expected me to explain a point. i mean, i explained to her what does this particular point meant oredi and she still wanna throw it back to me??!! just makes me feel that she didnt prepare herself for this presentation.
i hate coughing now...each time i cough, my body ache..especially my ribs, feel like they are breaking apart..
Sunshine ; Saturday, August 14, 2004
