Thursday, September 09, 2004
denial..denial..this is what we get when some people try ways and means to hide the truth.
truth, is like sunshine. you can never hide it, it may seem darker in the night but the next morning, there isnt any part of the earth, that sunshine could never reach. once the dark clouds clear, it shines ever so brightly.
the more she explains, the more contradicting her words sound, the more doubtful is her character. well, i guess she probably just doesnt want to have any animosity with anyone but she made the wrong moves. first she tells, then she lies, afterwhich she explains, then she lies, lastly, she contradicts herself. whatever!!! she can do all she wants, i simply dont regard her presence at all. i think she is only good at pushing the blame to everyone except herself and has no gumptions to bear responsibilties for her actions and doesnt eat her own words.
im not perfect myself, i know, im very ego and very bad tempered but at least when im wrong, i say im wrong....depends on situation lah. yes, once again, i told my fav yanyan that im a little woman with a huge ego. i just stand by my beliefs. of cos, people around me allow my egoistic behaviour..hahah like peili and huilin, how could i forget ming, well, i didnt love them for nothg!!!
went to the doc with yanyan, she has been coughing for so long and i finally got her to see the doc again. before that, the four sisters and yanyan took a bumpy bus ride out to jurong point and had a great time laughing. as usual, ivy's facial expression was the joke of the day and yve's indifferent attitude was damn funny. faith joined me and yanyan to the clinic and im glad that we all enjoyed each other's accompany.
i believe i can share more of myself with faith, afterall, not everyday i could find someone to tok to, regarding God.
bobby was so kind today, he helped me with the volleyballs which qiumei wanted and he even
'kop" a roll of bandage for me. the certified first aider, ahem ahem..*so proud of her* yeo yan yan aka as my fav yanyan, bandaged my ankle for me.
im enjoying every moment of my life, though filled with many obstacles, i just want to thank God for my life. i love my friends, probably said this a hundred times before, i still want to say..i love all of them, i love peili, i love beekee, i love huilin, i love yanyan, i love ivy, i love faith, i love ah yve.
Sunshine ; Thursday, September 09, 2004
