Friday, September 10, 2004
my ankle is gettin worse. i still can walk but the occasional pain gets very intense. i dunnoe if i shd just go to a sinseh or just leave it. i have had experiences when chinese sinseh worsen the condition and its my ankle im talking abt now..if anythg shd happen, i cant dance and cant play netball, thats as good as taking my life away.
anyway, i spent 2 hours or slightly less than that toking to faith. we were just sitting in the canteen, talkin our hearts out. i guess i finally bridge the distance between us. initially i didnt think that i could close the gap, but i thought i really want faith as my friend, so i decided to do something before i lose the chance of having smone worth keepin.
i always feel that if u trust smone, u must be prepared that u will be disappointed in her or him. and that kind of pain u received is greater than any other kind of pain. i hope i wun be able to feel that kind pain again..after what previous girlfriends did to me..
watched anaconda just now. its a waste of my money and my time. shd hv spent the time watching spore idol or just slacking in my room. lousy dialouges, actors are not handsome, actresses are not pretty, not many scenes of the huge snake itself, lots of unnecessary screamings...argh...LOUSY..not worth any stars at all. i wanna watch terminal.
again, i thought of huilin, peili and beekee. i told faith i know i have friends who will support me when im down, they will definitely come for me wherever i am. how blessed i am.
Sunshine ; Friday, September 10, 2004
