Friday, September 03, 2004
" u are going to have a black xmas then!" hahahhahaa..i burst out laughing my guts out. such a phrase from my "jin lan jie mei" ivy poh ser lee. i told her im contemplating going to india for YEP but its in december which means, ill miss the xmas celebration and all the shopping i love to do. i dun think my jie meis would go with me so im asking my fav yanyan..hahaha..she is my yanyan so must ask her :)
anyway, my heart goes out to ah yve. afterall, she was misunderstood and disappointed. shall not reveal wat exactly went wrong, just in case she doesnt want me to post such a thg on the web. well, i thought it was disgusting. as in, wat the others did to her. its probably misunderstandings after misunderstandings that led to such a letdown situation.
i strongly feel that your actions reveal your character. isnt it not? whatever we do, shows our principles, the rules we abide by, the truth which we believe in, that is why we have certain reactions when a situation arises. like me, i have no qualms with displaying my preferrances and dislikes. i make it very idiot proof that you can see it on my face whether im in love with you or i hate you to the core. ok..maybe i wun make it so obvious if i love you, unless you are blind, my facial expression conveys messages very clearly. my mum said im not a survivor. cos i cant just show people how much i dislike them. i feel that its very hypocritical of me to put up such a pretence. anyway, these people dont create me or ensure my survival, they are just my complement goods.
it dawn upon me that i spend most of my time now with faith, ivy and yve. cos of school, i spend a lot of time with them more than anyone else. Thank God i love them, else life in nie would be awful. Thank God for sending all these lovely friends in my life, ivy, faith and ah yve, now even peijun is in ntu..how could i forget my yanyan..thank God for her too.
forgot to give 3 yucks to her. yucks!! yucks!! yucks!! i think only my yanyan knows what im toking abt.
Sunshine ; Friday, September 03, 2004
