I'm just different.
Monday, October 04, 2004
called faith at 2.41am..after what she shared a happy news with me. i almost cried while talking to her. i feel so happy for her, that she has found someone who will love her and protect her. i guess the least i could do for her is just, be happy for her and i really am.
watched cartoon last night when everyone thought i was studying..hahahha..not that hardworking afterall i guess.
ivy, faith and their boyfriends came for service yesterday. i was worried that ivy's boyfriend might not enjoy the service cos it was rather sensitive issues pastor rony talked about. i went down to nissi room and spoke to charisa, she said probably God wanted him to know all these and that He has a purpose for jaeson. i hope he will come to think about it in due course.
i told ivy that of all religions, christianity seems to be the only religion which gets persecuted more that any others. no one will point finger at any other religion as freely as christianity, i guess. it dawn upon me that its so difficult to be a christian, let alone be a holy one but then, no one says its going to be easy, even God knows its going to be a tough journey for us..thats why He asks, if we are willing to take up our cross and follow Him, not not take up our bunch of sweet smellin roses. i think, there are no better ways to influence the people around us, than to live a christian's life. doesnt a living example works better than just mere words?
my life is a testimony..of what God has done and is still doing..
Sunshine ; Monday, October 04, 2004