Wednesday, December 08, 2004
do u know me?
i feel so tired trying to make everyone happy..has anyone ever thought of the pains we have to go through to make someone happy?
do you feel proud of me? will you regret being with me? are you happy with me? we always ask our loved ones all these questions. what are we trying to prove? that we are worthy partners? that we should be loved? yes i want to know all the answers to these questions but what do i really want to know? that i serve my purpose of being someone who makes my loved ones happy? so what if they regret being with me? so what if they arent happy? do i become another person to please them?
i dunnoe if i will regret..enough to make my heart sank..enough to make me stay up whole night..but i slept..cos im too tired for all these. if you cant love then dun love, if you cant trust then dont trust.
my feelings are tagged with "found in another person's" in bold. where are mine?
Sunshine ; Wednesday, December 08, 2004
