Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i stayed up all night thinking abt what has happened..how someone's heart sank, how much tears are shed, how much anger someone had..but all not worth it.
i said we lost in the name of sportsmanship..whats wrong? did i say any hall has no sportsmanship? did i say anyone has no sportsmanship? oh come on...i wrote we lost in the name of sportsmanship cos we knew we couldnt argue with the convenor anymore since he wouldnt admit that he was the one who told us to go and its very clear that we were at fault then. so we chose to give up the game cos we had what it takes to admit mistakes. i pity those who cant read properly or has failed their comprehension..
did you even try to feel how we feel? did you even try to understand? did you even know wat happened instead of asking me? and i was there even before you, even before the rain, even before anythg happen.. we did understand how hard our opponents played, we did understand how we were all drowning in our own mistakes...but no one will understand how it wasnt our fault that the game was cancelled, no one will understand how early we were on sunday, gettin ready to play but yet was being asked to go back...now no one will even care to empathise, its all criticisms here, there and everywhere..and now we cant even voice out our frustrations??!! ok stop all this whining..cos no one really cares wat happen..
ming is right, everyone has their own rights to view matters and handle matters differently. likewise, i have my own rights too..if u cant tolerate, its not my problem at all..yan is right, some people are just not worthy of my attention..yy is rite, fussy people..
whatever whatever...im out of here, you can stay on for all i care..cos my life moves on..
go hongying, im sure you can bat very well and the rest of the girls as well...
Sunshine ; Wednesday, January 05, 2005
