Wednesday, February 23, 2005
First day of school went fine..fine as in boring and simple..everyone else had one week of lesson observations except for this girl who is in Chinese dept..totally sucks when I have to go around begging to sit in for observations and most will not obliged. Sigh…I miss temasek..though I may have many more friends here but I still prefer the cultivating environment there.
Met up with the gers last nite and ivy the day before. Somehow, meeting them gave me some sort of assurance and I definitely felt better after that.
Yan yan is right..i think sometimes im too hard on certain issues, perhaps I push for things too much..i know its just some sort of protection I seek for myself..but I cant help it…people cant make me forget how hurtful they made me feel. I know an apology has been given but its how u cld bring urself to hurt me..that ill never forget..
Does anyone know what im tryin to get at?
Sunshine ; Wednesday, February 23, 2005
