Tuesday, February 15, 2005
i hate nie..no longer the "i scared i fail leh.." but actually at the back of my mind im thinking, "i think it went fine"...i sat the test today and its a total record breaker, I WILL FAIL AND YES, EVEN MY TOES KNOW!!!!! i haven never sat a test which i totally went blank..cant find my mind at all. i got so tensed i could have suffered a stroke, almost didnt wake for the bloody test and seeing all the busy bees in the LT writing stuff which i have already forgotten. this is worse than taking the biology paper 7 years ago.life in nie will soon be over..other than finding some loved ones, a teacher who really cares for me, the rest of nie can go straight into the dustbin, afterall i did suffer DEPRESSION cos of nie..for the first time ever in my life.more lesson plans, more rascals, more stress...IMPENDING DOOM.
Sunshine ; Tuesday, February 15, 2005
