Monday, February 07, 2005
it wil be over..
yes im moving out of hall in few days' time and thats the end of 2 yrs in hall 8. the hall which brought me monkey visits, cats walking pass, rats as roomies and flying bats outside my window...sadly only yiping is worth mentioning, she is the only friend in hall whom i can complain and whine to...do sudden visits and tk pictures together..
i remembered times when friends kept asking me to move to hall 2, 12, and 7..somehow, a part of me still wants to remain here in 8..i guess its familiarity though im so not involved in hall..well another group of hi-bye friends in my life. still, memories lingers...the softball gers, the netball gers, basketball gers, track and field, cheerleading, yiping, yongyi, edwin, yongsheng, i will remember the times we had together. thanks..
spoke to wendy the past few nites, yes wendy, i do have more than you expect..
angel: its not right, its morally wrong.
me: wat is morally right? what others think its right? what the majority can accept? i dun believe in clear cut right and wrong anymore. everything in life is grey..i just do what i want, maybe its not right but does someone has any right to reprimand me? i stick to what i believe..
in my future, i ought to be someone who imparts values..sadly it might be just what the society wants them to do..and ill do that but deep in my heart, i know that i cant agree..is there split personality in me? the righteous part of me will say, "yes yes, this is wat u shd do" but the defiant part of me or prob the real me will go, "actually i think otherwise" .
her: im a bitch, janet.
me: im a bitch too..prob more than u do..but hey, the world nids us!!!
her: *laughs*
the world nids the darkness to bring out the sunshine..
Sunshine ; Monday, February 07, 2005
