I'm just different.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
tuesday mix w tears and joy...
i cried three times today, at coffee club, at cant b then in suntec. it was a mixture of sadness, pain and still sadness.
just becos im more willing to tolerate doesnt mean i can just take any form of nonsense, just becos im the youngest doesnt mean i can accept all forms of attacks aimed to make me feel lk shit. its so ironic that those closest to you will be the last on this earth to ever apologise to you. wats wrong? pride is more impt than family members?
i clumsily missed one step and fell on the steps..thank God, not down the stairs. still that doesnt mean im hurt less, now i cant even slp on my right and my dear yan yan, its not ur fault tho were just beside me, i have no idea of how it happened.
tok to the girls abt God today..thank God that im given the chance to do this and i hope God will empower me with more knowledge and grace to do more sharing with others.
my mum is a christian now and i thank God for this wonderful gift. aft all that i have offered up to God, i have received double returns and i know there will be more.
i know God is causing a stir in my family and im looking forward to it. i pray that God will draw near to ivy and faith too as they try to draw near to Him.
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
Sunshine ; Wednesday, May 11, 2005