I'm just different.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
new and old, forgetting and letting go..it was a safe drive to KL and im thankful that it was a smooth journey throughout. i received my results, thank God i cleared all my mods. somehow it really didnt bother me as much as i tot it would have. i dont know if its a good thing or im just pretending to be fine. a large part of me already gave up the tot 1 yr ago but its dwellin in me again. im learning to let go of the small part and i think im handling it rather well. im moving on to another phase of my life and im really excited abt it. i guess only faith and my dear yan yan know exactly what im saying. just something that i dislike..ill get darker!!! again??!! pls donate ur sun block to me!!! all cos ill be the netball coach..again..sigh..i love being with pple whom i love..but they just have some qualities which i find it so tough for me to tolerate. i really feel like biting my sis's head sometimes for all the blunt statements she makes to us. sometimes i just feel like staying alone..i do miss hall life, minus the dirty washing machines, rats infested room, pantry which is never clean, girls who have different understanding of personal cleanniness, noisiness, i miss being alone in my room..its not that bad afterall. but i always submit to my cravings of all the "nicelties" at home.well..back to the real world..i dont always get what i want.
Sunshine ; Sunday, June 05, 2005