I'm just different.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
- blogging has become once every fortnight thing rather than once a week, too much to think about and write about but ill just let it pass, since i prob cant rem the details anyway.
- which brings me to admit that i think im suffering the same illness as dory.
- mc for 2 days some time back, first time i dont feel sick at all despite i was down of a fever.
- retail therapy healed me totally, think 300 bucks a day..how can that not heal and kill anyone at the same time?
- still looking for retail therapy to maintain my sanity..pls visit wendee's site www.earringsbazaar.tk for ur own prescription.
- im still trying to take things easy, hopefully it wont turn into "indifferent".
- why is it that people can be so nonchalant to just walk away once the bell rings while im always bothered by whats going to happen if i just walk off? somehow, being too responsible means loading myself with extra work.
- well..God knows.
- shall wait for the next long weekend to come..so i can slp all i want then continue to work hard. hope it pays off..
Sunshine ; Sunday, July 31, 2005
Monday, July 18, 2005
that week...- received a love note accompanied with a sweet, how swwweet but no thanks, really. how abt i be ur god ma? hmm...no thanks either.
- yes yy, would love to have u near then we can tok and tok since u r so talkative but i was so humid, most of the times i was just waiting for time to pass and get out of the stuffy place. the drizzle that came and went added fire to the fuel..gosh..
- didnt really catch a good view of the fireworks but still, it took my breath away.
- suddenly felt for very burnt out on one of the days, couldnt believe all it took was just 3 weeks for me to break down. i over estimated myself. but well, just going to let it pass and start afresh tmr, there must be more to life and work.
- hopefully the extra on thursday will somehow make things better.
- waiting for this week to pass asap.
- when will i learn to stand for myself? how come everything is just all over me now?
- i shall just continue to donate my 11 bucks until another saga comes along, if we all pull out, whats gonna happen to the patients?
- i received a la prairie invitation from nkf, i think its quite a breakthrough, at least its something new and LP is definitely not just another brand. hopefully the next man will do something like that.
Sunshine ; Monday, July 18, 2005
Sunday, July 10, 2005
- going to fiontieer is getting too addictive for me. now i feel like going there whenever i have the time, yes, shopping is no longer twice a month thing...ohh..how i wish i can just buy and buy and buy without thinking abt the hole in my pocket.
- heard from colleagues that his pupils are more afraid of me than anyone else, which is good, at least i manage to hold them down. hahha..aint chilli padi for nothing man.
- asked to be level rep, which to me, is just a hand down tag.
- thinking of asking my children to dance for teachers' day which i hope, could be done.
- went blank during dance today, just stood there on stage for a good 5 seconds while the rest just continue to dance. how obvious can that be??
- i really wish justin could be enrolled in my school, dunnoe why, somehow i just want to see him near me.
- "i dunnoe what i like or dont like oredi, i just do whatever im asked to do." i said this when i was told to go for something i like. at the back of my mind now, am i really such a giving person? am i really someone who will do something at the expanse of my own interest?
- everyday i dash in and out of school, mountains of marking and countless meetings plus the neverending courses but everyday i get assured, if i need help, there will be people who help. praise the Lord.
Sunshine ; Sunday, July 10, 2005