Tuesday, September 27, 2005
this is the third time i received complaints with regards to my class and my favourites. sigh..when will they learn? when will they learn to be polite and show respect to the teachers? if they can respect me, then why cant they do it to the rest of them? i was taught not to tell the kids that im disappointed in them. why not? i did place hope in them, they did let me down so why cant i tell them the truth? sigh..i really have no idea how much more i can give to them. yes they are improving but still fall short of their potential. how can people be so full of themselves when they have nothing inside them? no character, no diligence, no respect for themselves and for others. it baffles me.sometimes i feel that i do not have any ounce of energy or patience to deal with them. the more the improve, the more i ask of them, the more upset i get.the fact that someone actually care that i care keeps me going. it really means a lot to me after what jane had told me abt mr act-cool cum act-suave. i hope he will really care and appreciate. i must tell him to be humble. must remember.i gave JC a big lecture today and i felt upset after that, so did he. i felt very sorry that i had to say that to him but i really think he brought shame to the team. dishonesty. i cant tolerate. how can he cheat? such a small piece of work. oh my god..he must know it. i hope he will change. God, please change his attitude.please strengthen me God.
Sunshine ; Tuesday, September 27, 2005
