Monday, October 31, 2005
working is getting very boring and dull and irritating. i dread coming to school everyday. i literally have to drag myself out of bed every morning. no matter how much i sleep, i still cant sleep enough and i realise it only happens to me during weekdays. jane said i look very hostile, i guess somehow i am behaving this way. well cos im sick and irritated by all the fake friendly faces i see around me. someone who is supposedly humourous turn out to be some unfriendly person who doesnt bother to smile at just anyone. so why should i be an idiot and smile at everyone? "all the staff here are very friendly, we are just like a big family." i beg to differ.is it becos i forgot to pray this morning? is that why im feeling so irritated? or am i just some cantankerous girl?i want holidays now! now! now! i dont even want to step into this place aft 18 nov!!! why do we need to come back!!?? argh!!!!!!!!
Sunshine ; Monday, October 31, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
do i look so dumb to know what is ambidextrous and autonomy? do i look like i cant speak english fluently? does it mean that im good in chinese means my english sucks? what kind of injustice is that? if i have written something which you cant understand then sorry... I AM A CHINESE TEACHER!!!
Sunshine ; Friday, October 28, 2005
Friday, October 14, 2005
ears are not meant to listen, hearts are not meant to feel,eyes are not meant to see,hands are not meant to help,legs are not meant to walk the distance..souls are not meant to be comforted
Sunshine ; Friday, October 14, 2005
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
we make pretty good use of our face; we attract attention and definitely the easiest way to exhibit our emotions. i should have typed out a lot of lines to show my anger by now, but i choose not to cos it doesnt benefit anyone, obviously not me and i shall not let my anger get the better of me. ok cool off...be glam.i understand how irritating how it feels when someone took your period off just to punish a class but its still a need to punish there and then. how come its like that? i have to consider my actions, the effects it have on others and all. then how about me? who will put themselves in my shoes? who cares man!?
Sunshine ; Wednesday, October 12, 2005