working is getting very boring and dull and irritating. i dread coming to school everyday. i literally have to drag myself out of bed every morning. no matter how much i sleep, i still cant sleep enough and i realise it only happens to me during weekdays. jane said i look very hostile, i guess somehow i am behaving this way. well cos im sick and irritated by all the fake friendly faces i see around me. someone who is supposedly humourous turn out to be some unfriendly person who doesnt bother to smile at just anyone. so why should i be an idiot and smile at everyone? "all the staff here are very friendly, we are just like a big family." i beg to differ. is it becos i forgot to pray this morning? is that why im feeling so irritated? or am i just some cantankerous girl? i want holidays now! now! now! i dont even want to step into this place aft 18 nov!!! why do we need to come back!!?? argh!!!!!!!!
Sunshine ; Monday, October 31, 2005
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just nahnah who delights in food, shopping, spas, friends, love and being princessie.
my new motivation will be, to pick up my reading again and start to make home-made food to work!!
