I'm just different.

Friday, March 10, 2006

jay chou was singing in my handphone so i went to answer, i looked at the no..then at the time, 8.04am then contemplated if i should answer, "yes, you should." a voice told me, so i tried my very best to accumulate all the saliva inside my mouth to wet my swelling throat and said in my best ability
me: "hello?"
she: "zhenna, ni jin tian you yi ge course leh, ba tian leh."
me: "wo zhi dao ah, dan shi wo sheng bing, wo yi jing tong zhi LH le."
she: "...orh"
me: *waiting for her to say byebye*
she: *tooo tooo* hung up on me

what a great start to the day..first i could not sleep at all due to the swelling in my throat then i got a call from someone who wanted to find accuse me of not turning up for the course then hung up on me without saying bye to me. why is it that our well being doesnt really concern her yet her well being is something which we should always take note of? why is it that she can throw her temper, makes sceptical, cynical, critical remarks and we are subjected to her verbal torments?

oh God, help me to control myself, grant me the serenity and courage TO FIGHT FOR MYSELF!!

i am but a sick cat wailing at home...without voice

Sunshine ; Friday, March 10, 2006

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

i cant imagine how much i can eat in just a morning..

a bowl of macaroni.
2 harshbrowns.
a medium-size lemon lime drink.
two hotcakes.
a few pieces of chocolates.

every food item was consumed at my little desk...

following that, i also ate the following during my free periods

another few pieces of chocolates..( i cant help it!! its dark choc from beloved huihui!! )
khong guan biscuits.

and for dinner..

a bowl of ramen.
octopus, teriyaki chicken slices and salmon sushi (shared with best friend Lin)
a brownie.
a biscoti.
a cuppa tea.

and i finally stopped for the day after i got home and i was thinking i probably ate enough food to last for 2 days?

i watched tian sun yeye last night and i told huihui abt watching the show for the sake of a friend or prob not friend anymore..then it daunt upon me..am i really interested in the show or something else? and i totally hate the thought of it..

Sunshine ; Wednesday, March 08, 2006