Saturday, April 22, 2006
God is faithful and true, He is faithful and just, i will always put my trust in Him. my amazing God prompted me to call and so i did, thus i managed to save some cab fare and had a good time, having breakfast with huihui. on top of that, while basking in the sunshine, we, again, shopped for our children. isnt it good to have us to bless our children!! praise God for the ability to buy gifts to bless others. after my letter of complaint to GOd, He again showed me how much He cares and loves me..if i obey.."do everything without complaint and grumble, so that you will be blameless and pure." me trying to rem the verse-version. God puts this verse in my mind to remind me of my actions.i will sing of your love forever..
Sunshine ; Saturday, April 22, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
letter of complaintwhy God? why is it that some people treat me as if im invisible? u mean she did not get what i give her meh? not asking for full appreciation but i think it be courteous to say thank you rite? or rather say hi, also can. i can take it as thank you. are all the unhappy people in the same department or what? how come we are all friendly to people in other departments but not friendly to each other huh? why God? why put me around people like that? why make me feel that im invisible? why God?out
Sunshine ; Friday, April 21, 2006
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
i slept from 9pm to 7am this morning, to compensate for 12 hour shift in school yesterday...i spent $30 watching a hockey match, took cab there and back just to see daniel lim and the boys in the finals. excellent play and the most important thing is, they put in all they have. luckily daniel lim msged me before 9pm else i would have seen the match in my dreams.i feel that im getting busier and busier and more and more unhappy..why are there so many unhappy people around me? the worse thing is, i kind of indirectly caused someone to be unhappy..sigh..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Monday, April 10, 2006
yes! patio was a success! all glory to God. melina is right, God gives more strength when the burden is greater, God gives more power when the labour increases.thank God for the voice that i had, throughout all the 3 sessions.thank God for the nice air con we had while all the rest of the presenters had to stand in the warm classrooms.thank God that the speech got better and better.thank God for the energy He gave.thank God for the support and prayers from my friends.thank God for huihui who stood beside me and contributed to the success of the project.thank God for His undying love for me and His words in which i found rest.
Sunshine ; Monday, April 10, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
you cant assign too much work or too less to anyone, its either they cant make the mark or they feel not involved..if the task needs to be returned to me then what is the point of me delegating duties? why cant people abide by dates? why cant people just follow instructions and be a good follower or a team member?i need to conserve my energy for many other things but most of my energy now is being absorbed to re-doing other people's duty and be extremely sensitive to others' sensitivity. i would really like to be more task orientated and redirect my energy to my job scope.this is the first time ever, i feel tons of butterflies in my stomach before a presentation and i feel at all time low...why?i can only rub off happiness from others now..
Sunshine ; Friday, April 07, 2006
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
do people get high by finding fault in others? why is it that i feel that someone is trying means and ways to dig my faults out? is it my fault that i received 2 different messages from 2 different people with 2 different deadlines? i absolutely do not think so. i do not profess that my planning is flawless but i did what i could with the resources given to me. so for goodness' sake, do not even try to find fault in me, it is unfair to give hindsight comments if you didnt bother to play an important part in the project. i already sent out email, i already held meetings. i already delegated duties, i already moved my butt, i already started it. so quit trying to behave like you could do better than me.why is office so political? is it just cos its office? or cos of the people there? the money? the status? why cant everyone just help out more and gossip and backstab less? why is everyone so full of themselves and forgot that God has told us to love one other?
Sunshine ; Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Monday, April 03, 2006
i wanted to blog after the holidays to account for my holidays which were spent in school and at some courses but i didnt...i wanted to blog so much last few weeks but i didnt..the reason is I AM JUST TOO BUSY!!now that i have some time to blog, i have a blank piece of mind..well at least im quite aware that im down with flu again..this time round with an ulcer. i talk like someone who is short-tongued, no offence to whoever but i just dont like the way i cant stick out my tongue and talking is a torture to me now. huihui has given me a strawberry short cake notebook which is indispensable to me now. i write down all the things i have to do and strike them out after i have completed the task. i feel so accomplished then!! it helps me to be more organised..i realised that i will be more and more disorganised after working with disorganised people, so huihui came to my rescue at the right time.i have no idea of what i am talking about now. i shall stop blogging.OUT!!
Sunshine ; Monday, April 03, 2006
