I'm just different.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
after our trio kopi and tok session, i was left with some thoughts......why did i suddenly blurt out what happened? just to prove that we all have feelings that are often, unavoidable? but does that help? by telling friends know that there are many sides of us that we all have not explored until we are met with certain circumstances, in fact there are many sides of me that others have not seen or rather, even i myself have yet to discover. but well, at least i have the gumption to own up and told the true story.so friend, feelings towards one other aint sinful man, God did not made us to be heartless person, in fact, God has given us the power that He also gave Jesus who used it to overcome the world and that is LOVE. God wants us to love, of course, love responsibly. admit your own feelings, it is the actions that follow which may be incorrect, then self-control comes in. i pray the best for you, my friend, that one day, you will be truly happy too.yuppie : " i do not like those newcomers who are so new in the school and dare to judge me according to their standards. im already here for a few years, who are they to come and advise me on these issues? "me thinking, " darn, is she talking abt me?"No. of years at work = Experience?i beg to differ with the equation. the number of year that you have worked does not necessarily make you a better worker, you could be the same worker making all the same old mistakes. like the number of years i have played netball does not make me a world class player. loyalty does not play a part in gaining experience, it is the quality of your experience that makes a person worthy at work. * ok, i do not rewally understand what im saying here, i mean i know what im syaing but dont know whyi made it so difficult to understand here...* so this is my formula:Experience = Quality of no. of years at work.borned-leaders need not have a specific group of followers under them, people will be following them unknowingly. ordinary leaders lead by words, extraordinary leaders lead by actions.somehow, we all believe that we do not deserve to be happy, we are not privileged to be happy as we are, there are alwats external forces that causes us to be upset with ourselves, make ourselves feel lousy and retarded, like how i am feeling these few days. i hate the devil!! he is the one who is causing us to be upset and to be discontented with what we have and with God. curse the devil!!! stop exploiting my weaknesses!!! take delight in God!! God is my source of strength, my source of happiness, He made me so beautiful!!! i will be happy!!! i will spread happiness!!!
Sunshine ; Wednesday, July 26, 2006