Thursday, August 17, 2006
God is so faithful, i prayed that God will open doors for ming in his career and ming is going for promotion course!! woohoo...i asked GOd that i will be happier and i feel less stressed at work, perhaps i am learning not to burden myself so much with work becos i have other things to burden myself with!!! studying is fun but both time and energy consuming. english is difficult but i love what im learning, i love humanities tho it isnt any easier. well i believe that nothing is easy at uni level but i trust that God will bring me through.i went for dinner with my two pals and ate until i had diarrhea. didnt get to eat my amaebi sashimi so i make my money worthwhile by hitting the salmom sashimi. celeste poured out her feelings to us and sometimes i really dont know what to say to her. i always know how she will feel and what she will say and i just feel asking her to start thinking for herself and think straight!! but she is so fragile, how to mk her realise that she is expecting too much from reality? how to tell her that God just love her for what she is? how to tell her that she doesnt need to strese herself so much? how to tell her that God is her source of comfort and strength? how to tell her that she shd learn to be happy?sigh...i think im not the one to advise her. i think that there is a point in life when you need to self motivate,cos everyone will have their down times and everyone needs to learn to pick themselves up. unless, of course, you have God.i did nothing this morning, spent time in the hall being toilet escort, taking attendance and all. i didnt even have time to do my readings.we often take people for granted, just becos they are close to us, so we expect them to accede to our request and meet our needs without us asking. i cant take it when im told that i am forgottten cos of the computer games. sigh...why must we always wait for something to happen then we will learn to love the treasures around us? i told 3 people what i learnt from my fav teacher, miss ng back hon; "something done out of commitment cannot be compared to the things done out of passion."
Sunshine ; Thursday, August 17, 2006
