i watched the show "break up" yesterday and i enjoyed the show, so many parts made me teared and im sure everyone else can find some familiar characters in the show. some parts are like me and some parts are like some people around me. personally, i feel that being in a relationship makes one loses oneself, up to the point when i feel childish, being in a relationship. how come "more of you, less of me" also applies to a BGR? does it always mean love must be sacrificial? until you are so used to being sacrificed then you start to find joy in it? why is it that deeper in love means deeper in disappointment? deeper in love means greater sacrifices? perhaps i have yet to see the true essence of love...oh maybe Jesus my Lord is the best example. how cld i forget that? all i want is just to have someone who will listen attentively to me when i talk..is that so difficult? or am i too demanding? i told elfie that...opps what did i say to him? whatever, anyway, at times i feel like loving someone does not make me esctatic, in fact, i dont like the emotional roller coaster i have to go thru being in a relationship. perhaps im not mature enough to be in love, i shd just be alone first and learn along.
Sunshine ; Friday, August 18, 2006
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just nahnah who delights in food, shopping, spas, friends, love and being princessie.
my new motivation will be, to pick up my reading again and start to make home-made food to work!!
