Thursday, August 10, 2006
its a school holiday and im in school marking, not surprised to many at all, even a part of me somehow feel that i should be in school to attempt to finish the marking that will never be finished.i feel like shit today becos i was made to feel that i dont deserve any break at all, i dont deserve anything good in this world except work hard and study hard. by making a promise to try to study hard, i dont know what i got myself into, i actually signed my life to eternal stress and emotional unrest. "you promised to study hard but its all words and no actions." and all i wanted was to go for a dessert after dinner.so today, after wasting time sleeping, i washed up and came to school so that i have good reasons to explain my reason for going out. i shd prob be executed for wasting time blogging here. yes you can slap me with your scathing remarks. yes i exaggerated the kind of hurt i have.
Sunshine ; Thursday, August 10, 2006
