for no apparant reason, i have been thinking if my expectations of others are too high especially when it comes to work. i have finally come to terms with myself, that i expect people to work at my pace or rather the pace that i have set for them. i am also rather assertive and maybe too "on task"? i probably neglected some other people's feelings which i dont mean to cos its work!! put everything else aside la. hmmm..am i too practical? am i too mean? am i too "on task"?
i hate it when people around me feel upset cos of me, cos of what i do and say. i mean, if i didnt mean to hurt them and when they get hurt, i feel like shit.
coming to school has become more and more stressful, i feel like i cant make mistakes, i must be extra careful when i talk to certain people, i must be extra tactful when i comment on certain issues, i must not teach too fast or too slow, must not be too high profile or too low profile, must not do too many things or too few things, must not be too assertive or too submissive. how easy is that?
i got my first A for my assignment and it really encourages me in this midst of busy times. im already thinking of next year..will i stress anyone out by thinking about that? i hope not.
i think i have too many comments again..