Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i had a safe trip to taipei and back to spore, i din have any stomach upset after eating food from the street hawkers..God is so good to me.i bought 10 pieces of clothings, including shorts, skirts, tops. compared to the usual bangkok trip, i think i under-shopped in taipei. however, im rather pleased with myself that i bought 2 pairs of heels and 1 pair of pumps whcih are relatively cheap. i also got 2 cute bags, 4 pairs of earrings, 4 hair clips and thats all...im amazed at how civilised the taiwanese are!! everyone just move to their right when they take the escalator, the queue to board the train, they dont litter their streets though there is barely any litter bin around, i didnt see any cockroaches at all!! the people there are so amiable~shopping there almost killed me!! i walked and walked and my back was aching like mad, it felt like it was going to break anytime but still, i managed to come back in one piece. now i so look forward to another batam trip cos i really hope i can relax there!! i really hope so though i doubt so since more people are in and i dont know how to ensure that everyone can accomodate everyone. i feel so bad towards ivy, faith and yve cos they didnt expect so many of my friends are coming..im also amazed at the numbers now!! i really hope everyone can just be friendly towards each other and just have fun...else i will feel like shit after the trip.i want a bangkok trip and a cameron highlands trip next year!! the former to stock up * hmmm..how to stock up my oredi-bursting wardrobe??* the latter to relax, i think the only way to truly recharge, is to go somewhere there is nothing to do but relax..another interesting conversation i had..person : so what will you do if we see you?me : i will say "hi"person : what if he introduces you?me thinking *so what do you want me to do* : ok...then i just smile and walk away loh..person excitedly says : OK! OK! then we just smile and then walk away ok..me *stunned : ok..my thoughts after the conversation.. why would i have to do that? just becos you cant handle whatever you have to handle? why am i in this? am i supposed to do this? things do not just happen just cause it was meant to be, this is just a convenient way to shirk all responsibilities, things happened the way it is becos you allowed it to. it is not what happened that really matters, it is how you make them feel that is irreversible..i told myself that i can just go on like that, the truth is, can i? can i really just ignore what has happened? and pretend that i dont care? i went to the science centre today and saw how minute the organ, that stirs emotions in us, is. it so small as compared to the parts of the brain that are responsible for more major functions!! though its such a small organ yet it constitutes such a large part of us. we make decisions based on our emotions, decisions that are sometimes life threatening and it is just this small part of the brain that is responsible for almost everything in our lives.i know what im saying and i also dont know what im saying...my wish is still the same...i want to be happie in nov and dec..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, November 29, 2006
