Friday, December 01, 2006
the beautiful tree that lai lai, regi and i decorated **i just put a few flowers on the tree**
i love seeing christmas tree and was elated when regi invited me to her place to decorate her christmas tree. it has always been my dream to have my very own christmas tree too and it has to be a white one so that i can finally be in a white christmas.
i love the season, the joy of celebrating something worth celebrating.
someone told me that christmas is losing its meaning cos everyone doesnt really know what they are celebrating. i told the person that christmas is about love and joy and if everyone believes in the christmas spirit and is happy celebrating it then it is already worth the celebration. what other season in this world do you see the whole world, almost, people regardless of races and beliefs, celebrating christmas? i guess the joy of it is just too overwhelming for everyone to resist..
i helped lai lai with her wedding cards after decorating the tree and im so glad that she is getting married to the person she loves and someone who loves her too. tho sometimes i feel like slapping her for being so mushy in front of us. she said that the process of planning for the wedding almost killed her and i could attest to the stress she had until she almost called off the wedding.
she said once it involves the families then its very tedious and stressful. why is it that getting married can be smthg so stressful and detestful at times? isnt the planning just for the couple? why should so many people get involved? who are the ones who are supposed to be happy abt it? why should the family members decide what you should wear, where you should hold your wedding, who you should invite, what you should eat, where you should live? i have 4 weddings to attend in dec alone. im very happy for the couple but i pity my pocket!!!
when i was at regi's place, half the time i was staring at my phone, until i decided to throw everything out of the window and concentrate on watching tv and helping lai lai with her wedding cards. i have so much feelings inside me until i dont even know why im feeling this way and i cant even differentiate my emotions.
somehow, seeing the msg brought peace for a few seconds before i decided to let go of it. i just want to resist whatever im feeling and hopefully i wont die of internal injuries.
Sunshine ; Friday, December 01, 2006
the beautiful tree that lai lai, regi and i decorated **i just put a few flowers on the tree**