I'm just different.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
went to olive suite with kei and adeline, it was an eye-opener..all the dresses are so sweet!! most of them come in shades of pink and white. i was just suggesting to adeline that maybe when i want to be a very well-dressed bridesmaid, ill go to olive to get a dress when i heard the jaw-breaking..opps..jaw-dropping price of the dress kei was tryin...a whopping 5**!!! wah! then i changed my mind, maybe when i want to be a very expensive bridesmaid then i will go there.
it was a joy to see my friend getting married to the man she loves and the man who loves her so much, it is more joyous to be part of the wedding..to shop with the bride and be able to feel the happiness that she has.
for a very long time, i cant seem to vocalise my thoughts. sometimes i dont even know what am i thinking about and i confuse myself, denying the thoughts i have..i just dismiss myself, telling myself that whatever happens dont really matter anymore but in actual fact, they do..whatever should happens, it will still affect me, i will still listen to what is being said..its just that i dont say anything anymore. i dont know why..somehow i feel that whatever i feel is not important anymore.
i think i just dont feel important anymore...
Sunshine ; Thursday, May 17, 2007