Thursday, June 28, 2007
the days that will make me extra happy next week...- 4th july
- 7th july
am so looking forward until my eyes are popping out..
Sunshine ; Thursday, June 28, 2007
random thots...first week of school started well or so i demand it to be, am aiming for a stress free week and whoever stresses me out will be executed. i came down with a headache on the very first day of school, wondered if that was the first sign of stress, i tried to pass it off and drank my all-time favourite camomile tea, topped with much appreciated after dinner talk, i felt better, though the headache was still there.lots of changes in the school, have been emailing and replying emails at every possible break of the day which i dont really have..im leaving my babies to attend to another group of students who might possibly benefit from my teaching tho they better be cos i need to produce some results i think. i shall not be like someone who is teaching a class like mine too but full of complaints. i shall try my best to level them up!! God, you are much needed to grant more wisdom and bind all my possible grumbles!!i took it upon myself to try to make an effort to put unhappy things aside thinking that i have to put others above self but i end up getting comments like i have no qualms about showing my unhappiness. my reply was what u see is what u get. why is that extra unnatural effort so tough to make? must i always be so cheery? aint i entitled to moody days too? mr tony didnt come for the game just now, it has been the 3rd game that he was not with us. though we won the game just now, i could not believe how poorly we played, we were leading for 10 goals and then lai went to change players and we gave the game away, we were only leading by 3 goals! we lost so much in the 3rd quarter! i was totally disillusioned by her playing tactics, was she tryin to put friends down to play or put players down to win the game? it was just a waste of time and energy to play so hard and then look at them losing the game then again have to fight extra hard to ensure that we win. why must it always be a roller coaster ride? oh well..im so glad that im away for the nike game...for once.its just so ironic that i have to work hard to stay stress free..next wk..
Sunshine ; Thursday, June 28, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
what would i be..without my middle finger??(the blades of the stupid shaver cut my middle finger's skin off on saturday..hence the birth of this entry)ill be very crippled...here's my living testimony, cant do any of the listed without feeling crippled- shampoo my hair and putting conditioner properly
- washin my face properly
- lathering my shower foam
- applying moisturiser
- applying sunblock
- typing on the keyboard
- scratching my back
- removin my contact lens
- flipping the pages of the newspapers
- putting the plaster ard it which resulted in non-stop profuse bleeding for abt 5 hours until resue came at abt 4pm....
tell me abt the importance of my middle finger...
Sunshine ; Monday, June 25, 2007
twinnie and ade came for service today and i hope they enjoyed it tho it was a little " heavy" for them at the beginning but pastor was cracking jokes after he warmed up a while so i hope that kept them awake.after talkin to charisa, somehow i felt better cos i am finally dealing with questions that i have in my mind, it just feels right to talk to her abt it. sometimes its just so difficult to find the correct person to understand what you are going through but im very thankful that i have people around me who are always there to lend a listening ear.anyway i was just thinking abt people who have been telling me to make an effort to make things work and to compromise. i understd abt the compromise part but why is it that extra effort has to be put in? shouldnt everythg be done naturally and becos u want to do it? why must force urself to ensure that extra dosage of effort has to be put in? anyway chges in sch is going to be overwhelming...people are leaving the sch, classes will be different, parents will be different, more admin work will set in and blah blah blah...thank god that sim wont start until late july so i have time to settle down.hmm again im losing my train of tots..and im hungry oredi..so im out!
Sunshine ; Monday, June 25, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
i am supposed to do my marking now..but just have this urge to blog..as i look around my table, i realise there are so many blessings that God has given me...- the endless supply of flowers that i received every teacher's day
- the notes that my beloved gave
- the magnets that darlings around me gave to remind me of their love for me
- the choc bar that celeste just gave me
- the photos that i stuck around my desk which reminds me of how much memories i have
- the many small gifts that i decorate my desk with
- the unmarked worksheets which means i still have a job to do
- the food that i have which will keep me alive and crankiness at bay
ok..i am supposed to do my marking now..so i better skip away now!
Sunshine ; Monday, June 18, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
holidays have been great so far..i have never tasted june holidays last year so the freedom i am getting this june is just too good to be true! thank God for the journey mercy and the time that i can spend luxuriously.the only thing is the persistent sore throat and cough that refused to step down since last week. my refusal to succumb to the flu bug has caused a high consumption of panadols extra and water. i drained the pi pa gao in the fridge and also the woods peppermint and the fisherman's friend i am addicted to.somehow, im overtaken by a sudden interest for meat! i was craving for satay the other day which totally shocked the people around me. then i was also dying to try the new kfc miso recipe and i wanted to have beef noodles for lunch. hows that for being carnivore for a start?there is also an insatiable appetite for curry, curry chicken, curry fish head and curry vegetables. oh man...i miss the curry veg at jurong point shopping centre.its me and food....no questions about it.went to julia with kei and i was really impressed with the patience both kei and caleb had. we stayed there from evening till dusk, about 4 hours and left for dinner which took about an hour plus and none of them uttered a word of fatigue. they were great then. there was still laughter, jokes, as usual and most importantly, joy. i was not tired at all..who would anyway? its almost impossible to rub off the joy i got from them.i simple love this june hols..it has been the best so far..thank you..for making it possible..
Sunshine ; Wednesday, June 13, 2007
