I'm just different.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
random thots...first week of school started well or so i demand it to be, am aiming for a stress free week and whoever stresses me out will be executed. i came down with a headache on the very first day of school, wondered if that was the first sign of stress, i tried to pass it off and drank my all-time favourite camomile tea, topped with much appreciated after dinner talk, i felt better, though the headache was still there.lots of changes in the school, have been emailing and replying emails at every possible break of the day which i dont really have..im leaving my babies to attend to another group of students who might possibly benefit from my teaching tho they better be cos i need to produce some results i think. i shall not be like someone who is teaching a class like mine too but full of complaints. i shall try my best to level them up!! God, you are much needed to grant more wisdom and bind all my possible grumbles!!i took it upon myself to try to make an effort to put unhappy things aside thinking that i have to put others above self but i end up getting comments like i have no qualms about showing my unhappiness. my reply was what u see is what u get. why is that extra unnatural effort so tough to make? must i always be so cheery? aint i entitled to moody days too? mr tony didnt come for the game just now, it has been the 3rd game that he was not with us. though we won the game just now, i could not believe how poorly we played, we were leading for 10 goals and then lai went to change players and we gave the game away, we were only leading by 3 goals! we lost so much in the 3rd quarter! i was totally disillusioned by her playing tactics, was she tryin to put friends down to play or put players down to win the game? it was just a waste of time and energy to play so hard and then look at them losing the game then again have to fight extra hard to ensure that we win. why must it always be a roller coaster ride? oh well..im so glad that im away for the nike game...for once.its just so ironic that i have to work hard to stay stress free..next wk..
Sunshine ; Thursday, June 28, 2007