I'm just different.
Monday, June 25, 2007
twinnie and ade came for service today and i hope they enjoyed it tho it was a little " heavy" for them at the beginning but pastor was cracking jokes after he warmed up a while so i hope that kept them awake.after talkin to charisa, somehow i felt better cos i am finally dealing with questions that i have in my mind, it just feels right to talk to her abt it. sometimes its just so difficult to find the correct person to understand what you are going through but im very thankful that i have people around me who are always there to lend a listening ear.anyway i was just thinking abt people who have been telling me to make an effort to make things work and to compromise. i understd abt the compromise part but why is it that extra effort has to be put in? shouldnt everythg be done naturally and becos u want to do it? why must force urself to ensure that extra dosage of effort has to be put in? anyway chges in sch is going to be overwhelming...people are leaving the sch, classes will be different, parents will be different, more admin work will set in and blah blah blah...thank god that sim wont start until late july so i have time to settle down.hmm again im losing my train of tots..and im hungry oredi..so im out!
Sunshine ; Monday, June 25, 2007