Wednesday, July 25, 2007
after dinner with yuppie and twinnie, im just so ever thankful that i have God in my life, who always protects, always delivers, always blesses and always forgives. if not for God's mercy everyday, i think i would have gone into a frantic frenzy and ultra depressing depression. compared to last year, i have lesser ad-hoc events to plan and i actually feel better. i have a clearer picture of how people around me are much more important than work. touching their lives are more important. sometimes just lending a listening ear makes so much difference to their lives. sometimes i look at how people lie through their teeth and come up with pretentious acts just to "saka" people whom they think might be useful to them , i wonder, is that how it shd be? what abt integrity? what abt character? are these not unimportant to anyone, how can it be?it set me thinking, am i being too rigid? oh well, i always tell my children, one day you will have to explain all your actions to God, then ill just tell God, i was just being true to myself in whatever i have done on earth.i would like to thank all the following pple..for loving me in your own ways..that remind me that im rewarded for being myself...- God, for my life
- you, for your patience, for all that you are going thru just to ensure that something good will happen in the end
- twinnie, for your listening ears, its all i need
- kei, for your godly counsel, which is why i always allow you to "steal" my food
- yo yo, for the times you supported me when i was so broken
- josephine, for reminding me that there are souls to be saved
- melina, for always showing me God's love
- my bro, for your obvious love and concern
- my sis, for showing love in a manner which i dont like but still accept
- my mummy, for nagging me
- my papa, for ignoring me and always waiting for me to talk to him
- my helper at home, for doing all my chores
- justin and jeremy, for testing my patience
- stewart, for your concern, for tellin me that "the system will take if itself but you need to take care of yourself"
- my bitchy netball friends, who never fail to entertain me
- my gracelight ministry, who always prays for me
- my cell group, for feedin me with godly knowledge and food
- you who loves me even tho im so irritating, bitchy, moody, nonsensical, blah blah ....
well i guess im not so bad after all..haha
Sunshine ; Wednesday, July 25, 2007