I'm just different.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

when having meeting does not provide maximise time discussing issues and its abt finding last meeting's minutes,

when having meeting just beocs we didnt have it the past few weeks,

when having meeting means not having a proper agenda and just discussing whatever comes to mind,

when meeting doesnt appreciate feedback,

when having meeting is just a constant reminder of showing "who's boss?",

then whats the point of having meeting?

Sunshine ; Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Saturday, August 18, 2007

~~introducing BOBO ~~

BOBO's house from the side

~~ BOBO's house and the slide ~~

woohoo...cheerios for BOBO !!

Sunshine ; Saturday, August 18, 2007

been posted out for oral has blessed me with the knowledge of how other students are doing in their chinese and im pleasantly surprised to know how high the standard of chinese is at other schools. then i realised, once again...whatever im doing is just going through the motion and probably doesnt really bear any fruits.

maybe i shd really consider what bro said, complete my degree first but after that, do i really want to continue teaching?

hmmm..why do i feel a distance? is it you are still unhappy abt what has happened? sigh..shall we just put it behind and look forward? anyway things that are more difficult to achieve are more worthwhile to cherish, isnt it my dear twinnie? all that you are going through now are ploughing for a better future and before you know it, it will be over, though not that soon but it will be over my dear..and abt feeling worthless, useless and stupid..hahah i feel it all the time!!! oh well what kei said is right, God wont die for someone not important at all!! and you are important to me and you know i love you no matter what you are wearing on your head! wisdom doesnt come with certification, rem!! certification just empower you with more money and status.

sometimes i wonder what difference does my presence make to the people around me? when i come home, everyone else functions well. when im in school, the students will be taken care of. hmm..maybe i need to clear the food on my table. must be one of the moments la..

lin, i love you too, thank you for msging me when thoughts filled your head and i came to your mind.

Sunshine ; Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sunday, August 12, 2007

didi stunned me twice in one day...

scene 1--living room

didi : ah yi, do you know what is the opposite of shut down?
me : hmmm..i dont know? open up?
didi : its SHUT UP !! *wide grin*
me : ..... *dropped my jaw invisibly wondering how the h* did he even think of that?*

scene 2--living room, again, me teaching didi chinese spelling

me : ok, write "liu" ( 6 in chinese )
didi : *looked left, right, left then right* ah yi..which one is "liu"?
me : the one with "dian" on top..rem?
didi : what is "dian"?
me : "dian" is like a dot
didi : *picked up his pencil, dotted a minute full-stop on his exercise book*
me : whats that?
didi : ni shuo "dian" shi dot mah.. ( you said "dian" is a dot mah )
me : *stunned in amazement, laughing out loud inside and trying to control the sides of my lips from widening*

in the end,

me : HAHAHA!!!

conclusion :
didi is a force to be reckoned with.
he has inherited the wongs's-crap genes, no question abt it.

Sunshine ; Sunday, August 12, 2007

Saturday, August 11, 2007

twinnie is so pretty...i love this pict

hahah....so funny

see no evil!

guess who were playin twister????

my pretty bride
pretty us!!

Sunshine ; Saturday, August 11, 2007

being who i am and doing what i do is, sometimes, not exciting at all..i just got backstabbed by my very own superior and i wonder what wrong have i dont to deserve this..well, you are right, as long as people who know me truly know what i am inside, the rest dont really matter. the fact is, i just find it too difficult to swallow it down.

it brought me to tears, to think that this is all i deserve for what i believe in? so justice isnt true at all? sigh..life and death lies in the power of the tongue..scary

oh well, some people are just not worth it, i guess.

i shall just look beyond.

SIM has started on a good note though my lecturer and tutor seemed to be a little nervous or they just simply like to use fillers in their speech such that i was distracted by all the erms and more erms that my lecturer used. but i still love SIM.

charisa called and told me that i will be serving for woodlands soon, woohoo!! its a dream come true, thank you Lord, for reminding me that You will never forget my prayer altho i have already forgotten it.

love you twinnie, sorry that i got you unhappy...thanks for spending time with me, hope you had fun as much as i did!!

Sunshine ; Saturday, August 11, 2007

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

speechless...

progression is impt

must look forward

Sunshine ; Tuesday, August 07, 2007