Thursday, September 20, 2007
欲哭无泪的我站在病床边凝视着表弟，心里担心他会做对的选择吗？当他在沉睡的时候，他听到我的声音吗？他记得我和他说的话吗？表妹说，她曾听哥哥提起我们俩小时候一起玩的故事。原来，记忆是那么重要的。记忆库的主人有愈多的记忆，就有愈多的生命财富。而记忆的扮演者有着不可忽视的角色，主人的财富有多少，全靠他的贡献。我，能成为表弟的记忆库做出一点贡献，深感荣幸。当死成为一种解脱，生命还有意义吗？…………
天使的脸孔后面隐藏着可怕的居心，让人心有余悸，只能无奈地长叹。希望身边的人都会为保护自己而发亮眼睛吧！但是千万不要因为她的影响而遗失自己当初的信念！不要只保护自己，也要捍卫自己的信念！
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so this is how death looks like, pale and solemn. this is the second time im facing it. i cannot comprehend how it actually feels like to stop breathing, i remembered it felt horrible when bro and i played the "stop-breathing" game when we were kids and the one who burst out laughing
first was the loser.
i hope he had an easier time when he decided to give up his last breath.
im sourcing for some kind of hope and joy in the midst of the frenzy im in, hope is coming in the form of a spa trip to batam which deserves contemplation and joy is working hard to come back to me.
you go girl!~~
Sunshine ; Thursday, September 20, 2007
Thursday, September 06, 2007
the course today was much more rewarding than i thought it was going to be, not only was it inspiring, it somehow touched each and everyone of us in a special way. inspiration, passion, conviction and faith, the simple words that everyone knows yet difficult to truly understand them. it seems indispensable but most of us are just living without. he took years of toil, not to build anything but just to change the sceptical mindsets of the society who refused to be receptive to repentence. of cos, it is much easier to conform to the norms which, more often than not, may not be right. "none of the inmates deserve a second chance but they need it." by J Wong.he was really a man of faith and God really provides and blesses. well, i guess its really about doing whats right and not giving in to negative comments.隐藏在我内心的话众人都敬佩充满正义感的人。超人、蝙蝠侠和蜘蛛侠等，都是老少咸宜的偶像，为什么呢？因为大家都喜欢站在争议这边，非常拥抱“邪不胜正”的概念。崇拜正义的人就必定是正义的吗？正义的人就能批判别人的所作所为吗？难道他们从来都没犯错？不清楚事情的来龙去脉，就一味地去当他人的判官，定人死罪，这样的行为很正义吗？我并没有任何意图，我不是在批评任何人，我只想说的是，请搞清状况，才说出你的看法。再不然，请试着设身处地，想想她为什么会这样做？或者，试着考虑她的感受，毕竟，她也是人，不是吗？我已经背上不少人“给予”我的罪名，我也有我脆弱的一面。请收敛你对我的冷漠，我并不是你想象中的恶人。若不想看见我，请远离我，不要来伤害我。。。够了，谢谢。
Sunshine ; Thursday, September 06, 2007
Monday, September 03, 2007
random post..- having break at SIM now.
- decided to skip the psychedelic tea and sticky buns.
- watched hairspray, excellent movie with great soundtrack, that shall be in my shopping list for the month!
- tmr need to go back for dance pract in the morning until 12pm then attend IT course until 5pm.
- need to sit down to set paper and type out the listening compre questions, that will keep me occupied for the whole day.
- meeting on thursday for the whole day, should be zonk out by then, got dance pract at night.
- need to try to complete whatever needs to be completed on fri.
- dance on sat and sun..
- come monday, back to the frenzy..
ah man..where are my promised holidays? alright, back to psycho lesson...
nah nah out..
Sunshine ; Monday, September 03, 2007
