Tuesday, October 30, 2007
i can cook!! so can you!!i cooked xiao bai cai with oyster sauce,sesame oil chicken,carrot and potato soup!!and boiled chrysanthemum tea!hahhaha...next up..dunno yet..suggestions anyone?
Sunshine ; Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
having low tolerance for things getting around..every bit seems to be getting on my nerves. i am sitting at the noisiest place ever, in the staff room..im living on plasters and wet tissus..i think my feet exhaust more plasters and wet tissues that how i exhaust my panty liners..extremely proud of myself..non-stop marking for 3 hours and cleared so many stacks of marking!! woo hoo!! on top of that, i still managed to do my laundry.while some pple get promoted, some pple will just remain where they are..in other places, ill feel that some pple just want to give chances to those whom they favour, but here, i really want to believe that we have to put the right pple there first, pple who love God more than anything else.however, sometimes a few just disappoint us..they show their favouritism in such a obvious manner. and these pple who think they are favoured, go around hurting pple whom they dont care about at all. i wonder how she can be disgustingly loud and thinks she is so pretty and well-liked?anyhow, i still trust that God has his own timing and plan for all of us. though i dont know wat to expect next year..i still hope it will be a better year, by god's grace..hmmmm memory getting from bad to worse recently..in need of salmon!!!
Sunshine ; Thursday, October 25, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
it has c0me to a point that i feel uncomfortable seeing her and i asked myself, if she truly wants to know what happened, why is that she doesnt want to get it from the horse's mouth but instead choose to get it from someone else and then just based your judgement from there? why is it that my friend didnt choose to explain on my behalf and ensure that i dont get misunderstood? is it becos no one is on my side at all? everyone thinks im wrong?i asked a friend...me : will you judge your friend based on his/her personal relationship?friend : nome : why?friend : cos the person is my friend and i trust all my friends.me : so if someone misunderstood your friend, would you explain on his/her behalf?friend : no..why discuss abt others?me : its not discussion, i mean, why would you want your friend to be wronged?friend : if those who misunderstood my friend are not impt pple to my friend, then why bother? they are not impt to my friend, their opinions are also not impt.me : ohh...what friend said was worth thinking abt, it sort of enlightened me to some extent, at least i did not feel so lousy after that.i took a lift from someone who probably doesnt even want to be acquainted with me but cos of the "hostage" i had beside me, she had no choice. i had no choice too but got into the car reluctantly. for a while, i was totally disappointed but i thought everyone has his/her rights to feel the way they feel. it was a favour anyway, so i thanked her. i told myself i will not lose myself to other's anger or whatever they feel towards me. its not a matter of whether they are impt to me or not, its about not giving myself up for the world's judgement against me. i think i do deserve some love too."you still have people who love you unconditionally.." thks..
Sunshine ; Thursday, October 18, 2007
Saturday, October 13, 2007
i wonder if i have posted this picture before but i really like it..twinnie is so pretty..heheheit has been a few weeks now...time just flies without me knowing and im settling down pretty well, thanks to bro for making everything easier for me.of cos you make a difference too. always there supporting me.i do miss my 2 nephews.sometimes still feel a bit lost but just want to commit to God, waiting to see some directions for next year's plan.steamboat session was extremely fulfilling, not just the stomach but also the fellowship. it has been so long since all of us gathered for makan session. thank you everyone for making it possible!! both main course and dessert were great, well, at least they were for me!!
extremely exhausted this week, thank God that monday is a holiday before the marking starts. it really helps when someone understands the fatigue that you are going through. at least they bother to understand how you feel and the frenzy that you are living.my heart really goes out to her whenever she says she still wants to be part of us, i guess back into the circle of trust. but when i logged off, i really have my reservations. like twinnie, i really want to have someone whom i can trust esp when we are on close working relationship. its just more difficult now to talk to her, i just feel uneasy and wonder if she is really sincere. oh well, anyway not that she has made any grave mistakes..i just cant accept certain things.thoughts are still very scattered now..wait for a time of peace to arrive
Sunshine ; Saturday, October 13, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
i know what i will be getting from her when i walked into the room yet i am still disappointed. i know how she works yet i still feel unjustified.out with a sigh..
Sunshine ; Thursday, October 11, 2007
Thursday, October 04, 2007
i lost a very impt file.i misplaced my very nice swatch watch.i spoilt my heels while walking out for lunch..actually its that stupid concrete that spoilt it.i am very sleepy and tire out.above all these....i still want to be happy. yayeee!!!
Sunshine ; Thursday, October 04, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
meanwhile this is what i need..- $$
- $$$
- $$$$
- time
- patience
- house
Sunshine ; Tuesday, October 02, 2007
just a short msg..i will get thru this phrase..i will be happy!! yayee!!
Sunshine ; Tuesday, October 02, 2007
i wonder if i have posted this picture before but i really like it..twinnie is so pretty..hehehe