I'm just different.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

i wonder if i have posted this picture before but i really like it..twinnie is so pretty..hehehe

it has been a few weeks now...time just flies without me knowing and im settling down pretty well, thanks to bro for making everything easier for me.

of cos you make a difference too. always there supporting me.

i do miss my 2 nephews.

sometimes still feel a bit lost but just want to commit to God, waiting to see some directions for next year's plan.

steamboat session was extremely fulfilling, not just the stomach but also the fellowship. it has been so long since all of us gathered for makan session. thank you everyone for making it possible!! both main course and dessert were great, well, at least they were for me!!

extremely exhausted this week, thank God that monday is a holiday before the marking starts. it really helps when someone understands the fatigue that you are going through. at least they bother to understand how you feel and the frenzy that you are living.

my heart really goes out to her whenever she says she still wants to be part of us, i guess back into the circle of trust. but when i logged off, i really have my reservations. like twinnie, i really want to have someone whom i can trust esp when we are on close working relationship. its just more difficult now to talk to her, i just feel uneasy and wonder if she is really sincere. oh well, anyway not that she has made any grave mistakes..i just cant accept certain things.

thoughts are still very scattered now..wait for a time of peace to arrive

Sunshine ; Saturday, October 13, 2007