school has ended for the term..finally after all the tears i shed, all the "i-dont-want-to-wake-up mornings", all the marking tho im still not done yet and all the ups and downs in school.
my reflection for the past 10 weeks..
erractic weather
warm classrooms
begin to enjoy chilling at wala
aft seeing the results of my lsp class, i donno if i shd be happy or sad. i have 6 passes out of the 16 in class. i have nvr seen this kind of results but i know their best is yet to be. i hope the next one teaching them will bring them to a higher level which i have not done for them. anyway, i guess im feeling gd cos at least 6 mk it,right? look at their positive side...
my p5's work is improving slightly but i guess i need to mk more effort to try to teach the way they learn, but how? i dunno yet.
still feel lonely in school tho im surrounded by pple but somehow its different. pple i wanna tok to are always too busy exp for daniel who tried to mk time for me even tho he is busy and thats precisely why i dont go look for him oredi.
been drifting away from eveyone else even with pple at home, dont reallly see justin in school, obviously dont see didi. sometimes bro just cm home to hibernate in his room and im either to early at home or too late at home. no more dinners at home..sad.
pple have many sides, hw you want to take their comments and their actions depends on you.
when im tired, its my fault for sleeping late. when im angry, its my fault for being short-tempered, when im upset, its cos i take things too hard. when i dont apologise, its cos im too prideful. what abt how pple hv made me feel?
still want to remember that no one can tk my happiness away from me, still trying to contain my unhappiness.
when one person does smthg differently, its a taboo but when 10 pple do the same thg differently, its innovation.
its not how long you stay in office, its how much you have accomplished.
"you oredi know she is like that, just let her be and be yourself" doesnt really mk me feel any better.
have learnt to just walk pass pple whom i dont reall care abt.
sch is nicer without her in school.
woah..doesnt really seem like i had an exciting time for the past ten weeks but yeah, its over, need to roll over and move ahead.
but there are stl pple who touch my life..
daniel, thks for tkg time out of your busy schedule to talk to me and listening to my same old complaints and sitting beside me whenever i cry. thks for being such a dear brother and friend to me. i really appreciate you.
mrs khor, i was pleasantly surprised when you just took my hand and led me outside and prayed for me. altho we are nt close but you are always my motivator, just by looking at the way you work, it shows that everything is acceptable and workable as long as the attitude is right.
mrs lim, its amazing how much energy and enthusiasm you have despite the decades you have served. its been my blessing to have a ST like you.
miss tai, for your cold humour. always making us laugh upside down while you dont laugh at all.
gina, for being a responsible and approachable ro.
i want to go to the beach next week...
kei suggested gg for ballroom dancing toget nt a bad idea but maybe shd just hit the gym first right since its cheaper.
ok look forward to new and nicer thgs...aiming to dye my hair soon.
wanted to ask kei to use this song as one of her wedding songs...
Sunshine ; Friday, March 07, 2008
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my new motivation will be, to pick up my reading again and start to make home-made food to work!!