Monday, May 12, 2008
ok here are some updates of casey and jojo~~~
casey all curled up and slping..awwwww..cute isnt it?
casey lying on his slide, eating..
ok no updates of jojo..
"what does education mean to you? for me, education is a very powerful tool, it will bring pple out of poverty. you must have a philosophy in life then it will anchor your steps in whatever you are doing."
wah..after a talk with my sup, i felt very motivated and really wanted to spend some time thking abt what does my job mean to me. i really enjoy teaching but i dont want to be a teacher just cos nie says i am a qualified teacher..the thg now is, i dont even know if im gd at teaching. sup is rite, tecahing is more than just teaching them how to read and write, its the impact you have on them.
no wonder whenever i see naughty daniel's card, i feel like going on knowing that he is one life i have touched even tho i was an immature teacher.
sup said she is building my portfolio and she knew that i have exceeded my current grade long time ago..i feel really gd after listening to such affirmation rather than hearing silly comments like "cos others need to move up..so you are down." what kind of stupid excuse is that? sigh..time is just wasted in the hands of someone who doesnt appreciate your deeds, only like to act on favourtism. wasted my 3 years..
at least now i know i have been consistently high *..well not bad for morale boosting..but i still wonder hw long do i still need to wait? wait until all the grads have been promoted? wait until all the post grads who just go on maternity leave to get promoted? sigh...why cant they understd that when they spend more time studying in uni doesnt equate to their working abilities? its just a pack of bull dabian tat is stuffed into my mouth and i have to stomach it just cos i am not a grad.
ok cool down..
had the most restful weekend. went to upper pierce reservoir for some fresh air and i felt rejuvenated. then proceeded to eat prata tho lunch was just 2 hours ago. came home to rest, key in results, went to T3 for some zen sushi..ahaha we sat on bean bags, so cute!! ate sushi and saw lai lai..ahhh..this is weekend man..
its gg to be hols soon..beginning to get really impatient in class and just feel like gg on super long leave. it doesnt really help that my hols are taken up by the china trip and need to go help sis at her centre. i want my own time!!!
cant wait for bangkok trip with twinnie!!! hope the rooms are not too bad..and not too ulu since its rather cheap.
Sunshine ; Monday, May 12, 2008