I'm just different.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
"God places us in unique circumstances where our abilities match the problem He wants to fix. Jesus said that what we do for those in need, we do for Him (Matt. 25:35-40).
Have you found a problem? How might you be God's solution? God may want you to be an answer to someone's prayer. " read this for today's devotion and got this urge to post it..perhaps someone needs it other than me.last night i was thinking about this, is it easier to make changes in where i am now than move on to an unfamiliar territory and try to adjust thgs? i seem to have no answer to that. since discussion has been postponed to tues, i guess i still have time to ponder abt my decision.i just cant tolerate the environment, its full of favouritism, prejudice and discouragement. how to groom pple like that? how to explore new ideas like that? why only take the opinion of one person? why only trust the few whom you favour? ok enough of senseless issues to think abt, its not worth my attention now. shall just focus on my future now. the past 2 wks have been very fruitful, i have been managing time rather well *applause* yeah! leaving school between 3-5pm almost everyday and found time to rest and spend time with pple whom i love, had dinner and lunches with twinnie and kei, went to catch movie with avalanche kakis and of cos spent time with neh too. had fishhead steamboat with twinnie for the 2nd time and i really appreciate her coming out with us as she puts aside her own discomfort, though i hope not much. thks twinnie, for going dinner with us. we love you!! i love you!! i really appreciate your presence.been eating regularly, again thks to twinnie and kei for buying me packed lunches and snacks so that i wont starve just during afternoon classes.lsp has been improving at a steady rate and i am really proud of them. esp benedict, i can see confidence in him and he is unleashing his potential in learning now. good for him! *quote joshuaone thg i need to do is really to clear the marking i still have and concentrate on my teaching in class as this remaining 6 mths is really crucial to the kids.am i really called for teaching? been 3 years and i still wonder.the road to finding yourself is always not easy, some find it in their loved ones,some find it in their work,some people find it in their dreams,some found it their eulogy,some reckon with the characters in a novel,some reconcile themselves in God,take heart, you will never lose something that is always embedded in you. Courage is fear that has said its prayers. ~Dorothy BernardCourage is the power to let go of the familiar. ~Raymond Lindquistlets move forward...
Sunshine ; Saturday, July 05, 2008