Thursday, August 28, 2008
i completed my exam marking, keyed in my results, did my lesson obv but still feeling down. been soaked with feelings of incompetence, inadequateness and feeling unaccomplished. just feeling like breaking down these days..sigh ..weakhaven completed my resume yet..but why else can i write? aiyah does being a level rep for 3 years mean anythg to anyone outside? just organising camp mean anythg? i do want to get the job..cos it gives me a chance to develop myself and make me see things that i haven seen myself doing yet. i like this kind of fresh feeling. unlike now, i feel stale. something is just wrong.read my students' compo and i feel very honoured to be the chinese teacher whom they adore. i feel very appreciated esp when they wrote so many things abt me which i didnt realised at all. i guess thats the satisfaction of being a teacher. tmr's is teacher's day, i received a gift from a student whom i no longer teach, i feel great! i feel comforted that they do remember you even if you dont teach them anymore, it signifies the impact you made on their lives.all to teachers..HaPPie TeAChEr's Day!
Sunshine ; Thursday, August 28, 2008